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Thursday, April 30, 2009

ppl juz cant seem to let others be happy
and get their own way of lyfe...
every single day they would make other feel
mad,irritated and also sad...
the happiness they make for others were juz for a while
and then back for their mission to make ppl mood changed..

It already too late to admit la girl...
plz la ehk...
don give any excuses dat u forget all that...
im not a 3 years old kid that u can lie 2...
i have a brain to think la...
n i also noe that either u were lying or not...
sooo hell yeah...
get away from my lyfe..
and oh..
Have Your Own Originality PLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haiyoo....

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~ Safiah ~ @ 11:50:00 PM


Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Today went to food culture again wif my favourite sygz
in the bus,we talk non stop until thiz story came up
and make my damp blood go up to the limit...
i was lyke wad the...
is it true??!!
i cant believe it...the person that i trust had betrayed me...
THX ALOTZZZ EH!!!!!
Gy jln la...
Plz eh...Ckp org tkde originality..
padahal diri sendiri pn tkde...nk ikot2...
cermin diri sendiri sebelum ckp psl org...
Get a lyfe ar kay girl...
grow up....
Haiyoo..
Den reach food cultute...
someppl juz sooo anoying n got ntg 2 do disturd the 5 of us...
gerek pe...
ngah bingit org tambahkn bingit...
haiyoo...tk suke kite ade pt situ blah la...
kite dtg bkn nk cari gaduh cume nk mkn
slh ke??
haiyoo..
Sowie peepz i type in malay...
lazy to translate...
haha...
after mkn we went tamp 1 n had alot of fun...
n yeah..
Nafisah new hairstyle was damn beautiful...
gosh im sooo jealous of her...haha
but i noe she kembang after alotz of comitment from us...
den afetr a long walk we decided to go out seprate way
n off home sweet home...
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it sooo common that after a long happy day
will end up either into tears or sadness
sooo yeah...
the happy2 moments juz end
after recieving a msg from a fren.
it seriously damn hard to do it...
But the reply was to make it things easier so
that no one will think bout it again...
And i hope that the thing will never came up again...
sooo that both sides are easy with the situation

"with a glance at you could make me love you
but it took me a whole lyfe to forget you"

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~ Safiah ~ @ 8:13:00 PM


Monday, April 27, 2009

its complicated isnt it....
wen in a relationship
u will get heartbroken
u will cry
n wen u'r single (after breaking up)
u will get loner each day
n cry if u'r too weak to control ur emotions...

So wads the point of living
after breaking up with somone u really lurve..
even if u r moving on
the feelings and the memories of ur precious moments
keep crossing ur mind wen ur all alone
u will still end up in tears ryte??
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weekz had past..
all the feelings and memories fade far far away
from the mind full of misery and sadness
taking all of the concentration that were needed
everything was totally-absolutely fyne

every single day of the week
never bring down the smile that was shown on the face
until that one particular day
wen all of the sudden
the unwanted past came across the mind
bring down all the smile that had been shown
and brought up the sadness n moody face once again

thinking again
wads the point of forgetting wen
it keeps coming back anyway


Till here
tc..
n yeah i noe this post is totally lame!!!!

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~ Safiah ~ @ 7:36:00 PM


Friday, April 24, 2009

Well juz now i had my NPCC POP...
soo tiring,sadness and also happiness....
the tiring was the cadets had 2 march...
the sadness part was the NCOs were passing out n we took over their duty..
lastly the happiness was we get to see them b4 they leave...
Hell yeah im gonna miss all of them...
haizz...

till here...
tc peepz


~ Safiah ~ @ 11:36:00 PM


Wednesday, April 22, 2009

my god....
school is now staring 2 kill me...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im so the tired la sey...
every single day went home late...
come on...
give me a break man...
haiz...
everything is stressing me up...ARGH!!!
But 2 tink again...
everytyme i went home early
the thing i will get is nag nag nnnn nag
everything ive done or doing is wrong...
haizzz....
=(

till here den...
tctc

~ Safiah ~ @ 11:02:00 PM


Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Today as usual..
morning wen to mc wif aida
den after skool wen 2 east point..
the bad part was that im the one hus gotten the blaming for making one of this sec1(hidayah) cry..
i was lyke wad the...
i was ony joking about the book...
haizz...
but at last it was settled n im not the person hu make her cry...
haha..im saved...
den we go mkn n den
home sweet home...


tctc peepz...
=D


~ Safiah ~ @ 11:07:00 PM


Monday, April 20, 2009

cant believe im actually able to wake up early in the morning at 5 am...
haha...
den ready to meet aida den off to mc ate harsh brown
which ive been wanting it sooo much
till aida get fed up wif me and had 2 accompany to the macdonal hehe...
sowie aida!!1

hehe...

den off to mit hidayha 1n2 at semei mrt
den go cheers buy crackers and peach tea...
to eat in class...

den after school
go accompani aida to mit her fren n end up we run away from that person...
for some reasons...
haha...

SHE REALLY DOO O ME BIG TYME....
AIDA I WILL KIILL YOU!!!
I DON CARE!!!


till here tc peepz


~ Safiah ~ @ 7:56:00 PM


Sunday, April 19, 2009

i been awhile ive not updating this blog...
soo tired after the speech day n the NPAP at hq..

well the speech day was on Friday...
the starting was ntg much actually wen suddenly
ppl starting to faint n fall out...
i was like wth n omg...
wad happen sia...
i was asslp at that tyme wen i open my eyes ppl was fainting....
it was sooo shocking!!!
k enough wif the speech day...

now lets talk bout NPAP...
it was yesterday...
it also same as speech day
but this one is held at HQ
after the march pass its tyme for show tyme...
markaida n i were the kecoh2 one including one of the sec one kid..
u forgot her name..
finish the parade we head back to school
all the way the Changkat students keep on making noise...
sing song and all...
can say that the noisiest school is the CCSS...haha

till here....
byw...nyte
=D


~ Safiah ~ @ 11:09:00 PM


Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Yo lyke i said...
i feel not going 2 skool but i had 2...
haizz..

today was lyke a happily ever after n also kinda a sad ending 2..
the happy ending was we were frenz once again thats makes me realllyyyy happy...
My god u donnoe how i miss them soooo damn much!!

N the kinda sad part was that im thinking that the somebody
gonna thing im a weird gal in the skool...
ARGH!!!!!!!! sooo paisey liao...

After skool at about 3+...
in the canteen was a shocking plus im kinda of happy
coz the sombody was otw out of the canteen wen i walk passed hym.
i was scare at that tyme but wen i...
cant tell secret..hee =D..

well gtg now...
will update soon...


~ Safiah ~ @ 11:37:00 PM


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Whoa!!!Today was totally bad day for me!!!
I cant believe it that somebody already noe the truth!!!!
Wad the hell!!!It was sooo embarrassing!!!
Haiyaa...Feels like not gonna go 2 school again...
I was thinking about stopping it but bezfrenz said to go on..
don stop it...
wen i think bout it maybe i juz act normal soo that somebody wont think bout it anymore...
argh!!!feels lyke wanna die...
Paiseypaiseypaisey!!!!!!!
im sooo hate my lyfe!!!!
hmmm :(
Haizz but wad to do....
juz act lyke nothing had happen..(trying)
Im dead!!! totally dead!!!
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Tomorrow got speech day rehersal AGAIN!!!
and must get ready 4 everything
Must not 4get things that ar important...haha

&& also

how am i gonna act normal while i kept thinking bout wad had happened???
ARGGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Help ME!!!!!!!!!



tctc hmm~~~ *sobsob*

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~ Safiah ~ @ 10:15:00 PM


Sunday, April 12, 2009

today, went 2 jemputan at bedok resevoir
and guess wad unwanted human/faces were there 2...
im totally hate them..
wenever i see the family it will totally change my mood....
haizz...alwayz spoil my day........
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hah!!Cant wait for tomorrow!!
Hope 2 see that someone in skool..
haha HAPPY BANGET!!!!!!!
But the bad thing is that i have speech day rehearsal after skoo...
nn its gonna be totally tiring lyke hell...
haizz...ape nk uat da nasib badan!!!
haha...
klah till here
update soon if theres anything special!!!
tctc
wee~~

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~ Safiah ~ @ 9:45:00 PM


Saturday, April 11, 2009

the past 2 nytez the sky was beautifully covered with
stars,fluffy clouds and also a full moon..
even though the full moon was not as bright as usual
it still makes me happier den usual.. hee =D
I love fullmoon!!!!
haha lame
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soo,today ntg much to do just stay at home (good gal mah)
me just watched tv n sleep for a while... hee...
den at night mom order canadian pizza which we both r longing for it..
haha...
An hour later,the pizzas arrives and ape lagy makan ar sey....
haha..YUMMMMMMY!!!!!
Love it sooooo much!!!!
haha...
and now im totally bloated...
if i went 2 sleep now im totally gonna be fat tomorrow..haha..
hope im not gonna gain wait haha...

Till here aite...
update soon if im not lazy...
teehee~~
=D


~ Safiah ~ @ 10:14:00 PM


Thursday, April 9, 2009

Birthday Boy
Birthday Girl

See the picz above
Both of them had turned a year older yesterday
Juz wanna wish both of u a
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYZ!!!!
May all ur wishes come true!!!
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Well,today was ok as usual
but i will love recess most coz i get 2 see
*someone* from far
but still it makes my day go WOOHOO!!!
Wild man!!!haha

But its gonna be a misery that im not gonna see hym till Monday
But its OK juz wait till Monday den...
haha

klah ill update soon...
take care peepzz
wee~
=D

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~ Safiah ~ @ 8:05:00 PM


Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Yo ho!!!

Fuhh!!today was damn tiring but... i had alot of fun!!!!haha hell yeah!!! we(aida,hidayah 1n2,mark irrawanshah and me)celebrated Mark Samuel n Saiyidah Nafisah birthday in advance at Pasir Ris Park...

Actually the 1st 3 galz to reach there were me,aida n fatehah..

den we all waited for the prince,princess and also
the followers to reach at the destination...

it was lyke waiting for a star fall from the sky...
soo slow man!!! haha..

About half an hour past,at last they came...
i was lyke panicking due to the stupid mistake i've done to the cake..

hee sowie guyz but still it end up with laughter..

After the blowing of candles...
jeng jeng jeng...
its tyme for sabo-ing!!!

ahaha!!!First one 2 get sabo was Nafisah...

She was being thrown into the sea...

but unfortunately,she was ony half wet...
haha..but thats ok..

Then its Mark Samuel turn..haha....

Thx to Mark Irrawanshah for throwing coke at hym...
fuhh!!!MAUUUT!!haha...
After running after hym for quite some tyme,i gave up..


Now the fav part of the celebration...
the prince n princess of the day got their very on make over...
this part thay cant run...
they must stay one place where we all makeover their faces
with the birthday cake...

haha..cool la sia!!!
Their faces were sooo damn "interesting" haha...

After that...guess what...

Its picture tyme...haha...
We took alot of picz...haha
As u can see below...
Saiyidah NafisahMark Samuel N Nafisah

Den its tyme for us to go our seperate ways
Sooo we took bus Go Pasir Ris inter..
Den off home sweet home...

B4 i go..
its tyme for "couple of the month"..haha..
N that is Maggie N Beylo!!!
haha
here are the picz..

The Couple

Mark n Aida

Don get mad kay u guyz..joking je kay...
haha
=D
wee~

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~ Safiah ~ @ 9:45:00 PM


Sunday, April 5, 2009

"To my dearest syster lurp Zaza*
~Happy 15 Birthday~
"May all ur wishes come true"

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Didn't know that nightmares could really turned into reality

all the bad dreamz that i hope not to come true
really are coming true
It was lyke yesterday i dream and today things are really happening
wow!!im totally shock to the hell out of me!!!
after hearing what was told
i cant neither to hate nor to love back

even this was meant to be a goodbye
all i have to do is juz 2 endure it

So that u will lead a happier lyfe
with ur love ones
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But wen i think bout it again...
all i had done all this while
was juz a waste of tyme
the care,concern and knowing each other for soo long
were totally meaningless,weren't it
stop acting coz everthing is
clearly shown now aite

i don want to do this but
the limit were already overflow
its no use 2 confront
it not coz of scare or wad so ever shyt
itz coz i noe u will never admit that u were wrong
so its better not talk about it ryte
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~ Safiah ~ @ 9:49:00 PM


Saturday, April 4, 2009

being sabo
Happy Birthday Huda!!!
May all ur wishes come true...

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Well today i went to East Coast park wif my sister lurp,Zaza, to celebrate her birthday tomorrow... haha... She also brought her other sister lurp along.. which are Siti n Ella... And soo we went there by cab... Reach there around 1.30pm dent find place 2 sit and eat... Hungry liao havent eat since morning...haha sooo they
plan 2 enjoy the sea and left me alone at the shore... haha..soo sad ryte but its ok 4 me... den came Zafi and Fizi... So we talk2 and walk along the beach... i dont know y suddenly im not feeling well sooo i plan 2 go home.. And also the two of the boyz... soo we headed home together since we stay at bedok... =D

eela,zaza,siti,me zaza n me zaza,siti ,me













~ Safiah ~ @ 9:37:00 PM


Friday, April 3, 2009

This morning i plan 2 go Mc n eat 1st with my dearest syg,Aida, before going 2 bedok stadium..
Tibe-tibe teringin nk mkn harshbrown..haha kekek sak
But it soo sad dat i have 2 canceled it due 2 the tyme left 4 us 2 go there
Jyeah!!We went 2 the stadium by bike...
Aida was standing while i was the 1 hu cycle all the way 2 the stadium...
As i love 2 drift,sooo yeah i drift till we reached the stadium...
haha..it was fun...
Well im not going 2 talk about the sports day as it was sooo bored...
haizz =(

After the sports day, Aida,Fatehah,Nafisah,Shakthi n i
were invited to celebrate one of my syg birthday in advance but...jeng3
not gonna tell wad happen..
the one hu is over there ony noe wat happen...
soooooooooo fustrating sia!!!!

Btw THX ALOTZZ EHK...
Gd luck ar wif ur lyfe...
im not gonna neither disturb u anymore nor hang out wif ya again...
I think today is gonna be the last tyme i talked to u...

sooo TC ar kay!!!

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~ Safiah ~ @ 8:41:00 PM


Thursday, April 2, 2009

its been a long tyme since i have not blog
i've been bz all along...

well,
Febuary & March had past...
My god!!Soo fast sey...
B4 i forget something,its better for me to let it out here...haha


On 28 Febuary 2009,Aida had plan on going out 2 celebrate my bday in advance
due 2 the up coming common test on March...
so yeah..she plan on going 2 Sentosa...Bt we had 2 cancled it due 2 some reasons..
haha..so sad but it still end up wif laughter~~yeah!!












And soo 1 month had past...
Hell yeah!! i already turned 15...
on that day itself was my first paper for common test..
bad luck ryte...
after the paper,some of my frenz gave me presents...
they r the bez...
hehe...
Then i was thinking about opening the presents infront of my sayangz but
its a disappointment that two of them had 2 go 1st due 2 their very own reasons...
haizz...Ill juz save my tears till its night fall for that...
then Aida,Nafisah, Fatehah & i wen off to Pasir Ris Beach..
We had lotzzz of fun there...wee~ =D
After many hrs of taking pics,
we're off n home sweet home...
haha...

Den on March 12 wen to Jordan bday party at Pasir Ris Chalet...
Hell yeah,it was fun..
I went there wif 1 of my sygz which is Aida..
We get the info on the day itself
From the bday boy,Jordan...
haha...
So yeah,I n Aida went home n got change
Den off 2 Whitesand 2 find presents for hym...
Minutes pass,at last we got some presents 4 hym..
Den we off to the chalet...
We reached there around 7+pm almost 8pm...
We were shock that only we 2 were galz the rest were boyz...
Soo we juz sit there feeling uncomfortable n talked among ourselves..
After along moment of silence,its tyme 2 cut cake.
Jyeah!!! we took pics of it 2..Bt its a disappointment that th rest of the pics r gone...














Enough talking bout the past..

Now it April...
Yesterday was April foolls day...
haha its a shame that i fall for the trick from a sec 2 gal..
haha...
After a long dayof training on speech day rehesal
accompany Aida 2 buy her mom's present at TM
Den im off 2 mit my parents at Bedok interchange n go mkn wif dem at Mc...
hahaa.YUMMMMMMMMMYYY!!!!!
Den off home sweet home...
yeah!!!

And today my day was as usual...
Not so bad n not so good...
But im soo upset with some of the probs dat i had 2 face with...haizz :(
Since u wan it dat way soo be it...
i have no ryte 2 judge ur decision since im no longer sombody 2 u
i hope u have a happy lyfe wif ur new favourites aite...
no matter wad u r still somebody 2 me...

Well its almost 11.30pm...
I wanna watch ToraDora! on #OKTO hahaa
Its gonna be romantik plus sadness plus happiness and its all eaqual to a feeling called LOVE..
haha..
kay...lame2...haha
tc peepx wee~

lotz of love
Safiah


~ Safiah ~ @ 10:01:00 PM