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Friday, July 31, 2009

juz came back from NP

reached home

mom and dad gone out

soo left me alone..

den ape lagy..

switch on songz loudly ar..

haha..gerek...

and i make sure while i take a bath dat i could hear the songz dat being played..

haha

cool..sing while showering..

haha...

Np today was ok..

taking attendance and help Mark and Aida

teached the sec one simple drill..

fun la seyy..

soo next week maybe im coming again...

den after np went Whitesand have our late lunch at mac

den off home sweet home...

till here..

i got to do somthing important or else im dead!!!

bye readers...

Labels: np was funnn

~ Safiah ~ @ 9:32:00 PM

Thursday, July 30, 2009

today got continueing of NAFA test..

incline pull up and sit up
i got As for both..

yeah

pull up 30 sit up 38..

but still im not sastufied with the result i get..

haizz..

den after skool wen straight to tamp to do malay projek which due on friday

so windy there i lyke...

haha

and i found this pic on nafisah's blog..

good gals are doing work..

yeah..

so tom got NPCC

haizz...

till here...byezz

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kenangan manis yang kita lalui bersama dahulu

sering bermain di dalam khayalanku

alangkah indahnya saat itu

kini kita jarang bertemu

dan ia membuatku terus merinduimu

berilah daku perluang untukku lepaskan rinduku

yang lama terpendam di hati ini

dan izinkan aku berada di sisimu hingga ke akhir hayatku

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:57:00 PM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

i juz came back from aida's friend bday party
which held at House of Soto at East Coast Rd.

lets start the story from morning..
go skool,taking bus today...
reached skool exact timing for bell rang
den temp taking as usual...
followed by dnt...
im being a good gal today
as im redoing my dnt project..
next was eng..
quite boring..
den recess..
followed by MT
den supposedly to have geog
but somthing happen 2 miss dil...
GET WELL SOON KAY CHER!!!!
soo since no geo i slept throughout the lesson
cool huh..
for the 1st tyme i slept till bell ring wif my earpice stuck in my ear
den math..
done math
home tyme...

went home alone..
den ask dad whether can go bday party or not
so he allowed and get ready meet aida and go together
Soo from bedok to Parkway parade to East Coast rd...
kwn aida baik ar kasi way...
satu paitoa
satu lagy kasi jln tk btol...
but still we oth laugh our ass out alotzz...
the boyz keeps on making us laugh since we about to eat..
haha...after all that..
home tyme...
i noe i was late already by 15 mins
tot being dead
but wen explaning dad understand and juz kept quiet..
haha...

haizz....
im juz missing lurve soo badly..
i wanna meet hym asap
seriously mish hymmmmm...
=(

Labels: akusungguhrinduikamu

~ Safiah ~ @ 10:34:00 PM

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

1st thing i wanna say..
Diyah be strong ok
that girl was a bitch..
cant seem to see ppl happy wif their lyfe
Fck off bitch!!

Amelia don be sad ok..
Stay strong..
Smile alwayz aite... =)
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well today was okay
english i slept throughout the lesson
but still i did the work that was given
den it was SS again..
after dat physic..
sit alone again...
haizz
den recess...
followed by DNT..
and it was fun..
haha..
1hr of it pay attention another hr slack ar..
soo Amelia and i went out the room
and slack wif Jordan and other 2 guyz i for their names..
haha..
den Form teacher period..
watch death note again..
sad ending..
after skool go eastpoint den off 2 pasir ris 2 eat wif nafisah..
and home sweet home..

currently watch Detective conan on TV3
and also bored...
soo till here takecare
byezz

~ Safiah ~ @ 7:32:00 PM

Monday, July 27, 2009

seandainya kau tidak lagy menyintaiku

katakanlah

tak usah kau berdiam diri dan terus membuat ku keliru

aku sering tertanya-tanya kepada diriku

kenapa kau seperti tidak mengisah tentang diriku lagy

ia seperti kau tidak lagy menyintaiku dan tidak memerlukan ku lagi

katakanlah dengan sejujur-jujurnya supaya ia akan menenangkan fikiranku ini

aku mohon agar dikau tidak melepaskanku

kerana hanya dikau yang ku sayang

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so yeah..today i was lyke little girl

go to skool bring stuff animal..

haha..

cant bare to leave it at home

so bring it to skool...

soo kawaiii

little kitten hang on my bag..

haha..

i will bring it forever i guess..

that little kitten all thx to uncle..

hard to get it..

till here..

takecare.

~ Safiah ~ @ 7:39:00 PM

juz came back from jemputan and watching movie.

soo hot plus tiring..

haha..

cant take it..

went jemputan at 1++pm

den after dat watch movie at 7.10mpm

i watched Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak

it wad hillarious..

i laugh my ass out..

haha

den after dat go mkn...

haizz..

i become fatter and fatter each day..

WTH!!!!

need to lose weight already

haha..

till here tired..

bye readers...

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berilah daku peluang untuk ku melepaskan rindu ku pada mu

tidak pernah saat yang berlalu tanpa memikirkan dirimu

dahulu kita sering begurau senda dan berbual tanpa henti

kini kenapa kita idak seperti dulu

tahukah kamu cintaku padamu semakin hari semakin kuat

tetapi kenapa ada perasaan yang tidak diingini menyelubungi diriku

jgnlah firasatku menjadi kenyataan..

tak sanggup untuk ku pergi jauh dari hidupmu

~kuamatmenyintaidieimuseorangsajamdzharif~

Labels: rinduku tak terkata

~ Safiah ~ @ 12:10:00 AM

Saturday, July 25, 2009

just came back from EXPO
haha...
annddd i bought new necklace..
haha..wif my name on it..
yeah!!!
was chatting wif Sir Sofyan
haizz...
he said last friday was his last day seeing us..
i was lyke wad!!
no!!
but i beg hym to come for next week..
and he saidd yes..
haha..
thankieu sir!!
ur the best...
he wanna do random check??
haha.okok..

so back 2 the story off Expo..
soo crowded...
but one thing in my mind of going expo is to buy
KEBAB!!!
haha...
and juz my luckk..
all my fav food is there..
KEBAB && Burger Ramli!!
haha..Great!!!!
haha...
im totally full..
haha...
till here...
bye!!

Labels: kebab and burgers..

~ Safiah ~ @ 11:06:00 PM

Friday, July 24, 2009

mozilla firefox is back in action in blog...
cool...
soo i don have to use internet explorer...
haha...
today was ok..
mdm adibah didnt come again...
get well soon aite...
so we're having free lesson again..
play game again...
then malay..
listen songzz...
azmeer talk somthing funny about ghost and cikgu still can layankan..
haha...
dgr2 hantu lawa pe...
karot!!
after that geog..
n miss dil come..
yeah...
my class becoming from good 2 bad..
haha..
more n more ppl starting to talk crap wif me..
haha..
but at least got ppl talking 2 me..
haha
den recess..
stay in class...jiwang~ing..
usual thing for me to do..
juz jiwang..
haha..
did shed tears..
recess is wen the tyme u can cry all by urself without ppl noeing..
and also u can be all alone..
haha...
den math...
do stuffs...
den school finished..

supposely i have to attend NPCC
but somthing came i and i muz be home ryte away after school...
soo till here..
tctc..

Labels: WTH

~ Safiah ~ @ 9:27:00 PM

Thursday, July 23, 2009

today everythings ok..

got pic taking today..

continue of NAFA test..

shuttle run today...

1st 11.8 sec den retake 11.3 sec...

quite happy la kan...

den english lesson..

mdm adibah didn come again..

soo free lesson..

enjoy ar pe lagy...

den blah3..

after school kene tinggal lagy..

tkpe...

da biase la kan..

called tk angkat..

so naseb ade Shakthi..

go wif her..

still waiting for her call..

didnt call..

haiyoo..

nemind...

but wen i think again..

maybe i should juz be alone for now..

let them off without me..

i think thats the best for them..

den went out wif mom to inter...

bought a dress..

pretty cool..

donnoe y suddenly become so girlish

starting wear dresses and skirts..

soo till here...

bye2..

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i donnoe y im not lyke b4..

now im becoming a girl who is not brave...

everytime i wanted to call u..

i feel scare..

i donnoe y

but suddenly scare of u...

im scare of picking up the fon and called u and apologized..

i wanted to call but remembering wads on ur pm..

im scare...

i miss you.. i wanna u to be by my side lyke b4..

plz...

i hope 2 meet u soon if u want... =(

Labels: im just too much

~ Safiah ~ @ 9:41:00 PM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

heyloo2...

i didnt noe wad happen to my blog yesterday.

so dats y i cant blog... -.-"

yesterday ntg much..

school was okay still bored.. -.-"

den after skool go brp chilling wif aida...

eating cheese fries...-.-"

Today was okay..

still learning how 2 play poker...-.-"

im soo dum at it..-.-"

DnT was fun...

got MJ wannabe..and that is Darryl Ang..

haha..

it was rainy heavily..

and me amelia hym went out of the room to take fresh air..

was waiting for eclipse actually but its rainy soo no eclipes..haha

soo we play rain water and throw at each other...

lyke small kids sia we all...

haha...

while im far from Darryl,he was doing moon walking on a wet floor..

amelia and i laugh our ass out..

haha..

funny sia...

after that was english...

Mdm Adibah didnt come..

followed by recess den mother tounge den geog..

miss dil didnt come...

maybe she sick..

but still have geog test..-.-"

buuuuuuuuuutttttttt...

i noe how to do and it is somhow easy..

haha...

den followed by math..

Miss lee bring us to com lap..

okok la...

den after skool kena tinggal wif sygzz...

mcm bdk bodo sak pat skola srg2...

haha..

tkpe2..

called lurve tot of meeting coz cca resume on friday...

im soo pissed of wif that..

but lurve cant..

he got somthing on..

yeah i understand..

"bz man"...

called sygzz.

says dat they at eastpoint...

soo wen there take my own sweet tyme 2 walk there..

haha..

they waited for me still but wen i reached sygz complained that i walk soo alow..

haha..

hu ask 2 leave me behind??

haha...

den after buy drinkz den OCK...

den off our own wayz..

but me and aida tot of going to buy cheese fries...

den chill at brp for a while..

This is the second tyme we run for our bus ryte aida..

haha...cool...

didnt noe i can run soo fast...

but i noe aida's faster

haha..

soo chill2..lek2..

den we off own seprate wayz...

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since i have made a promiz to my sygzz that ntg stupid will happen again

and i make sure that iy will not happen again..

soo i will not say nor tell anything at all about my relationship

ill juz keep quiet and ony me noes wads going on...

okay..

let me do the suffer all by myself..

i don wanna u guyz get hurt by me again...

this is also including lurve..

i don wan u 2 get hurt by me either...

im sowie for everything..

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:29:00 PM

Monday, July 20, 2009

im alwayz the problem,am i??
all was my fault ryte...
i tot u gonna prove me wrong
y do i alwayz feel lyke im nobody 2 u
y cant we juz be lyke b4..
i tot u wanna teach me how 2 smile after i be urs and ony urs???
wheres all that???
i can ony see tears coming down
so what are u gonna tell me now???
that im the fault of all this attitude or wad so ever FUCK it is???!!!
okay fyne i admit..
i do somtimes give the attitude...
but who starts first...
u or me??
i will not do anything bad if ppl don do to me..
jyeahh..
i kept quiet everything u do...
but doesnt mean that im happy wif it..
no use saying it coz u wouldnt listen...
im trying hard not to argue wif you nymore
after one problem is solve another problem come
whats this??
cant we lyke juz be lyke b4...
happy..laughing..jokes around..
now i don see all this..
u want me to listen to u...
but..
are listening to me??
do things for me..juz for me without questioning??
have u ever ask me??
how im doing??
do i have probz or wad so ever??
do u??do you??
so what ur showing??
love?care?
or u juz don bother to noe bout me??

fyne then
since that ive already noe the ans that im juz nobody..
its ok...
ur the one hu say it..
im juz asking...
and i want a truth and sincere anwser
so u gave it already ryte..
everything is up to you

Labels: SUPERBPISSEDOFF

~ Safiah ~ @ 7:02:00 PM

Sunday, July 19, 2009

im not being myself lately..
donnoe y..
i woke up at 9.15am today..
coz don wanna miss teen titans..lameeee -.-"
switch on tv waited till 9.30am den teen titan start...-.-"
was sad actually.. :(

miss lurve damn much..
he didnt called nor reply my msg
since after i hang just lyke dat..haizz =(
keep on looking at my fon
wishing it would ring or vibrate...

my stupidity again ehk?
bout yesterday?? T.T
i was just joking...
lurve don do this plzzzzzzz..(begging) :(

im going orchard today..
wif fam..
shopping2..
maybe coming home late..
and i still didnt do the Malay research plus English research..
haizzz...
till here...
and ouh im running out of kindo buenoz..
huhu...=(
buy more for me plzzz...
hu ever is rich...
i want boxes of them...
hahahaah

Labels: sorry this post is boring

~ Safiah ~ @ 10:47:00 AM

Saturday, July 18, 2009

im still waiting for dad to come home..
and get ready to go out..
coz atok wanna blanja us mkn..
haha..
cool huh...

currently listening to jiwangz songz plus some of hip hop songz
bored la today..
hope get 2 meet lurve soon..
miss hym sgt2..
donnoe bout hym la kan..
haizz...

now im starting to lyke playing mafia wars at tagged..
haha...weird but funny..
kinda fun la the game...
get money..
if it were to be reality
ill be totally rich by now..
haha...
but it juz game land ..
haizz..haha
ok lame..
update if theres any fun tymee..

to my sygzzz..
monday after skool
let go to each a cup kay..
i blanja u all drinks ok...
to apologize my attitude on the other day...
hope u all forhive me aye...
=)
tell me ur fav drink ok..

Labels: lonely no more i guess

~ Safiah ~ @ 5:34:00 PM

Friday, July 17, 2009

so today accompany atok 2 hospital
soo pissed off had to wait dor the doc to come for 1 and a 1/2 hour
godd..
so the late la sia...
i soo lazy to wait..
kept on complaining bout it..
mom got seriously irritated..
haha..
den after dat
followed mom 2 kembangan to pay dad's bike bill..
den off to bedok 2 eat and den buy things
de home sweet home..
tot to sleep but not.

soo currently bored,upset,angry,confused all mixed up..
hmm..but its ok...
sygzzz plzz don worry bout me kay..
everything happens to me about relationship
im gonna be ok...(i guess)
don worry to much ok diyah..
=)
soo tomorrow atok gonna ajak me n my fam to eat..
great huh??
soo cant meet anyone..
sowie lurve..

and ouh...
for now..
i cant go anywhere accept to school,home and out wif fam...
now ive got no money in my pocket..
jyeah..
if wanna meet
ard my area or semei after skool
soo choose aite..
sowie........
till here take care
byezzzzzzzz

Labels: need money so badly

~ Safiah ~ @ 9:04:00 PM

Thursday, July 16, 2009

1st of all
i would lyke to apologized to all my sygzz
for the attitude i gave juz now...
i noe my attitude was damn fcuking sux...
im soo sowie...
i was very upset and mad and i let it out 2 u galzz...
im soo sowie...
well i did shed tears
it bcoz im upset wif sombody and also i scold u all for no reasonz...
that part was hurt the most..
i hate it ok...
plzzz... forgive me...

soo lets talk bout today...
had chemistry 4 the 1st lesson
yeah the test was suck..
it was on chp 6 and i study chp 7..
great kn..
haha
den SS miss dil ok alreadyy...
aru shiok to study...
and today wad the 1st tyme i kinda understand wad was being teach..
den PE..got NAFA..
still have many stations to go...
followed by recess den eng..
sleep for the whole lesson..
not actually..
dgr2 jugak..
last period was math...
got test.
jyaeh didnt do the last queston due to hardness..
haha
the rest was easy...

after skool wen tamp book tickets..
donnoe wad to say juz say anyhow..
u noe have to noe my english was soooo damn goooooooooood NOT!!!!!!!
den waited for lurve to come...
he still have to fetch me after skool one day at semei..
i don give a damn
and it a must ok lurve

soo watch Harry Potter and Half Blood Prince at 3.45pm
finished at 6.30pm
and now my money no more..
haha
need more money!!!
$.$

so currently bored...
have not done my malay home work yet..
haizz...
and btw im lazy to go to skool tom...
till here..
tired...
bye bye peepzz

Labels: im sooo the sorry

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:33:00 PM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

hello again...

yesterday was bad bad day 4 me...
but it ended up a happy nyte..
no gonna elaborate bout it la kan...
and ouh...1st tyme i c u shed ur tears..

so today...
in the morning raining heavily
the air was cool...
make me wanna sleep..
and yeah i did sleep during DNT lesson...
soo sleepy cant help it...
den the rest of the lesson juz don bother to pay any attention accept
for math which is last period...
during miss dil lesson was totally bad..
my god..
miss dil wad seriously upset wil the class and she did not teach us anything...
she did ask us 2 do things but i didnt noe wad to
sorry miss dil...
den suddenly i fell asleep..
till math...
great was wake by som1
don noe hu think its adam...
so yeah..
den after skool accopany aida go meet her new frenz...
hmm...ok la..
1st tyme lurve was kind to me
lyke this tyme round he was super duper gerek nye kind...
thx lurve...i love you
den i gtg...
reached home acompany mom go inter...
den eat at KFC!!!
yummmm...
hehe..
sempat kacau lurve...
till here...

tom got nafa test plus math test
den after skool watch movie wif lurve(maybe la kan??).
take care

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:52:00 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

im not gonna put pics since the rest have put it..
haha..
school nowadayz become stressful and tiring...
assembly period still off..
im sooo loving it
math was making totally out of my mind
son understand a sgl thing...
shittooooo........
skip all the skool things...
after skool wen straight to eastpoint
as uasual..
bought drinks and food...
done eating wen 2 level 6 took pics...
got scolded from security guard lyke f***
kite peh suke ar... nk amek gambar...
salah ke pe...
den da kene halau...
lurve called..
bla3..
kinda pissed off..
thx ar..
im sowie...........................
pllzzzzzzzzzzz...
seriously im sowie...
i noe my fault for not listen 2 u...
tkmo cm gyny...
pick up the fon laaaaaaaaaaaaa...........
plzzzzzplzzzzzzzzplzzzzzzzzzplzzzzzzzzzzplzzzzzzzzz
sedih sey...
u plz u...
i btl btl minta maaf
=(

Labels: im sorry

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:55:00 PM

Sunday, July 12, 2009

yyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwnnnnnnnn

currently im bored...

don feel lyke blogging 2..

but nafisah ask me 2..

haha..

Nafisah:ur bored blogg la.or maybe fb..fun u noe..

Safiah:*yawn*lazy la...zzz

i nk go out la...

lurve ajak go watch movie today but

lurve always ajak the wrong day..

haiyaa...

like i said i cannot go out on sundayz

sowie lurve.. =(

some other tyme kay lurve??

i donnoe wad came up

and i keep on listening to jiwang again...

lyke my whole playlist is jiwang song..

no even any happy or cheerful osng..

WTH!!!!

i still have task on my DNT

but i didnt do it at all.

and the due date is on trhis tuesday!!!

WTFH ryte!!!!

im still thinking to change the blogskin or not...

hmmm...

i love the skin soo much...

tot of asking lurve to make me a skin for my blog...

but i donoe wad pic 2 put...

lurve..help me leh...

plzzzzzzzz

sukidayo!!!
we not gonna meet this week
due 2 our schedules..
haizz...
gonna miss you lurve

Labels: boredom stress

~ Safiah ~ @ 2:14:00 PM

Saturday, July 11, 2009

well...
i didnt blog yesterday coz i came late home..
and also too tired...
not gonna say much yesterday coz im too lazy type

as for today...
went out wif mom to inter...
cant tagged along wif aida to sentosa coz
daddy don allow me to..
haiya..
wad a waste

currently finish watching harry potter...
and yah
Daddy stop calling me all the stupid names
that my lurve called me..
soo irritating u noe!!!
ishhh!!!
plzz im begging..
lurve u too ok..
stop a calling me that name...
but still iloveyousomuch ok =)
imissyoualready

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwnnnnnnnnnn!!!!
im soo sleepy!!!
bye2 nytez..
tc

~ Safiah ~ @ 11:34:00 PM

Thursday, July 9, 2009

today after skool
straight off 2 CGH
haizz..
sad thing cant tagged along wif sygzz
sad deh =(
den blah3..
juz thst
ntg special....

to inuyasha lurve:
plz tell me somthing i donnoe
i might hurt u again and again by doing mistakez
share ur probs wif me..
maybe i can help or somthing...
plz..
i don wan to lose som1 sooo precious again and again..
it juz hurt soo much..
plzzz...
let juz stay the way it is kay syg

~~iloveyousoooofuckingmuch~~

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:59:00 PM

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

for me today was weird..

my mood suddenly change to sad..actually since morning talk
wth!!
otw to skool in train did cry a little
but Aida say somthing that make me not to cry...

Aida:kau tkmo hujan ehk kat sini
Safiah:mane ade(listening sad song)
Aida:Jgn nk step mane ade ehk...aku cubit pipi kau klo kau hujan

so i stop lorr..
haha..weird ryte
reach skool..stil early 7.05 am
den in class listen song lyke nobody buisness
haha..got teacher still carry on..
who care sia..
den asusual..temperature taking
den sleep 4 awhile
lesson lesson lesson...
den malay lesson was pissed off..
ppl keep on singing that lurve's fav song..
and also i didnt do my malay thinggy stupid project
my goodness...
math today was suck..
im soo blurr coz im sleepy plus don understand a sgl thing
den
school ends..
yeah!!!
but sadly i must wen home early...
soo reach PR at 3+..
took bus 17..
caught on traffic jam..
juz great...
reached home nearly 5pm++
tot of having a nap
too tired plus stress
den lurve called...
talk3 den put down...

soo currently bored,sleepy,tired..
and also pissed of by somthing but donnoe wad
stupid!!!!!!!!!!!
lurve u really want me 2 die ehk??
gerek ryte im dead??
haha
argh!!!till here...
tctc people!!
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syg i love you
remember the one same important promiz we make on the
060709
u noe i noe
that day was the most special day to me
i may seem don care
but u donnoe the truth ryte
its hard for me to show..
wen u not showing??
hmm..
i don noe...
i juz want the way it was...
happy2 not angry2
make me sad...
and i hate fighting wif you..
hurtz lotzz taw!!!
i noe somtimes my attitude was suck towards u
and im soooo sowie if i did hurt you 2...
plzz....
anything happen the promiz still on ryte??
i trust u so at least trust me kay =)
plz i cant seem to have u leave me
juz need u by my side alwayz

Labels: forever kay inuyasha

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:26:00 PM

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

well..
came back home late..
shiiitoo
mom was mad..
dad too...
argh!!!
not gonna lie again...
plz...
safiah don change to bad girl...
or else somthing bad will happen 2 u...
die die die!!!!!
so yeah ..
tomorrow planned wil be going back home early...
must not be late..
after skool staright home...
its a must....
if i wan 2 feel safe...
till here..
still panicking....
tctc

Labels: stress

~ Safiah ~ @ 9:49:00 PM

Monday, July 6, 2009

hello hello...
hmmm...
today ye..
ntg much...
happy day..
can sey..
haha..
not gonna say anything bout morning till evening..
soo skip to the part where im out wif mom..
yeah..
company her buy things at bedok inter...
and i also bought thing bid heart shape pilow...
haha...
cute sak...
tk leh angzz...
soo till here readers...
takecare..
schooling tom..
mus sleep well tonight..

~ Safiah ~ @ 11:01:00 PM

Sunday, July 5, 2009

*yaaaaawwwwwwwwnnnnnnnnn*
damn soo sleepy liaoz
juz came back from watvhing movie wif lurve..
ICE AGE ..
haha..
diego soo cute...*wink*
the story was funny...
we laugh ous ass out
~1st tyme i heard lurve laugh so hard..haha~
but lurve don wanna admit that the movie was great..
haha
after watching movie go eat..
den slack3...
home tyme
lurve sent...
company me buy stuff den head home...
b4 that stop at nearby blk
and have a nice "fight"...haha
thx ehk...
u wan more ehk..
i kill u 1st kay...
sakit la sey...
haizz...
den lurve gtg..
soo we wen our separate wayz..

currently doing ntg..
was disturb by daddy again..
argh!!!
dad i noe u skinny soo no need to show off lyke lurve..
argh!!!
ill prove to u dat i lose weight!!!!
juz wait and see!!!!
u too lurve
get tad in mind!!!

last min planned of studying cancel..
haizz...
my bad that it was not comfirm yet
haha..
stupid me...zzz -.-"
den some more i have fever again!!!
WTH!!!
till here..
tired........
take care peepzz

Labels: great tyme =D

~ Safiah ~ @ 10:01:00 PM

Saturday, July 4, 2009

im the type of girl that is weak
im the type of girl that gives up easily
im the type of girl that easily being step on the head
im the type of girl that cries easily over something stupid/serious

i wish i could be strong
i wish that i do my best for everything
i wish that i can fight back
i wish that i can hide the tears even if it hurtz so much

~friend love miss need~
----------------------------------
*fight & hate*
i don want any of this to happen between us...
plzz..
i noe my fault...
everything was mine...
we need 2 see face 2 face
plzzz...
im sowie for everything ive done..
i didnt even meant to do anything that hurt u
plz forgive me...
im so sowie..
u noe hu u are

Labels: istillloveyousyg

~ Safiah ~ @ 4:51:00 PM

Friday, July 3, 2009

Sering kali ku terfikirkn mu ..
Dikaulah pada malam syahdu ..
Tertanya apakah salahku ..
Hingga jadi begini ..

Namamu berbisik di telinga ..
Wajahmu bermain dimata ..
Terhimbas kembali sejarah kita ..
Air berlinang dari mata ..

Sungguh bukan niat untuk menyakitimu ..
Percayalah kasih ...
Apa gunanya aku merayu ..
Jika engkau dah tak sudi ..

Maafkn aku kerna ku bersalah ..
Ku ingin kita kembali bersama ..
Tak rela aku berpisah denganmu ..
Kerna itu bukan niatku ..

Dalam hati kau selalu kucinta ..
Impian ku untuk kita bersama ..
Ku tahu tak pernah kita bercinta ..
Namun ku berdoa suatu hari hatimu kn terbuka

been listening to this song lately
sing by aliff aziz

well today didnt go to school
super high fever in the morning
but ok ryte now..
cool down already.
not gonna eat medicine
coz i don wan 2..

let me sick...
die more better..
no more hurt all that...
fuckked up wif lyfe...
im soo hate it
im juz a nobody to ppl
so ppl if u hate me or fed up wif me'
juz say soo

tot of meeting lurve but
he didnt called and
didnt picked up the fon wen i called
soo juz forget it..
if u wanna kol juz kol
i will pick up

till here..
ill update if i have the mood...
chao

*maybe im gonna delete all account i have*

Labels: Moodless

~ Safiah ~ @ 6:39:00 PM

Thursday, July 2, 2009

im soooo ****ed uppp
knbccb...
my height still same
but weight lyke wad sia...
sowie if i use bad words coz
im not feeling very well..
den some more stress
citoot...
haizz...
----------------------------------------
people finds others mistake easily..
but they doesnt noe that
their mistakes are much worse than others

btw..
lurve forgive me!!!
=(

daddy stopp being lyke lurve can!!!
stop calling me mok
u are juz lyke lurve..
hmm..
sad sia
ppl all hate me already...

lurve ~iloveyou~
but..
haizz
u will never understand me ryte

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:55:00 PM

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

juz came back home
damn tireeddd
HWs done...
hurray..
school today was okay..
miss dil says that she wanna change my seat wif martin..
but i don wan to...
Darryl is back..
yey...
now the 3 of us can talk together again..
lyke ususal..
haha..
both of u muz speak english ar..
chinese are not allowed...
haha
till here..
tctc

~ Safiah ~ @ 10:37:00 PM