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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Finally i done my DnT project work
and yeah it horrible!!!
errr
Amelia's one was nice
the others 2..
haiyaa ony myne was sux...
zzzzzzzzz
im soo tired...
bye now!!
ok lame..

Labels: lame post

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:58:00 PM

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

1st post
alo2 peepos
long tyme never blog
i wanted to blog yesterday but i wnt home late

soo yeah..
i really die2 wanna blog bout yesterday
on the 28 September 2009
it was the worst day of my lyfe
everything was coming to an end
i cried soo much about wad was happening in the morning
until my eye become soo small
i didnt sleep
we were talking over and over again
everything was my fault
i noe
everything was myne
my promises was no use to
im not a good gal 2 u
im begging for u not 2 leave me
and u gave me another chance
i donoe how many tymes u already gave
but i still do it again...
im sowie...i do love you so much
i noe u noe that i don trust u..
im trying to change to a better person for u
it just i need tyme for it
and i need ur help too..
im trying my very hard not to hurt you
but it seem the more i tried
the more hurt u get
i promise u ill change
i swear i love you alot
even i cant explain how much i love you
you juz perfect for me
and plzzzzz
i do not wan this relationship came to an end juz lyke that
plz forgive me

even im typing this i feel lyke crying
plz give me tyme
im so sowie about everything
i juz want love from you
and need you by my side alwayz

------------------------------------------------------
2nd post(280909)
i didnt have the mood to smile nor laughing that day in school
after wad happen in the morning
but still i become my pretending to be happy person
i talk alot of nonsense wif Amelia,Eddie and Irfan
Amelia and Eddie get fed up wif me and Irfan talking..
need brainwash huh?? i help u kay??
so after school went home straight away
reached home tot of taking a nap
but tk sempat
bath get ready all that and off...
JALAN RAYA!!!!!
=)
let the picz talk for now peace out

Labels: im not a good gal to you

~ Safiah ~ @ 6:54:00 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

I LOVE YOU TOO AMELIA!!=)(reply to ur blog)

school today as per normal
after school slack wif zaza mark n zul
den go home mark sent us by taxi
haha thx yaw
1st tyme i saw mark that kind =)

ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou
ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou
ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou
ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou
ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou
ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou
ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou
ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou ihateyou
but in the end i still love you
last sentence for you...GO AND DIE KNNBCCB

Labels: u don care at all

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:57:00 PM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

sch today for me was awesome
ony 1st period was bored coz eng
second suppose to b geog
but miss dil nvr come soo
sleep tyme...
next was physic..
do work den recess
kene tinggal
den was dnt
amelia say my attitude change
im soo violence by saying a lot of vulgarities..
as usual..its me...
haha...
den FTP..free lesson again..
loitering out of class wif amelia
and done my dnt work...
so happy...
=)
tata for now
tired

Labels: end of fasting month

~ Safiah ~ @ 9:52:00 PM

Monday, September 21, 2009

i didnt update yesterday due to coming back home late
++ uncle came to my house

the first day of raye was fun and also bad for me
bad think was that my shoe uat hal
den have a small bubble on the back of my right leg
the fun part was
my fam gather at my 1st aunt house(father side)at BB
talk3 eat3..
after all the fam had come
tyme to go to the next house at BP
my uncle had lorry soo climb up the lorry
and yeah i have to stuck wif Saat schoolmate
till reached my house at around 11++pm
he was ok actually..
ony thing that i alwayz bully hym at school
how bad am i?
haha..jkjk
forgive and forget kay saat hary raya wad..
haha..

till here
byezz...

~ Safiah ~ @ 11:35:00 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009

yey yey tomorrow RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
meaning da leh makiiiii
yesh ar...haha...tkla joking je... =)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Safiah disini menyusun sepuluh jari
ingin mengucapkan
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin
Ampon kn la dosa2 Saf andai Saf
terkasar bahase,menyakit kan hati dan berbuat apa2 yg tidak disukai
kepada semua umat umat islam
Harap Kamu semua memaafkan Saf..

Salam Sayang
~ Safiah ~

Lastly
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDDIE(today)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ATIQA(18 sept)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MT GAN(16 sept)old already
AND ALSO
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ADAM HO(15 sept)
=)
sowie guyz late wishes

Labels: wishes

~ Safiah ~ @ 5:56:00 PM

Friday, September 18, 2009

i was otp wif Zaza,arep sanchie and also wan
at 11pm till 2am
cool huh
we talk3,laugh3,joke3 all the way
well its the first tyme talking to both guyz
it fun actually

soo then sleep till 4.30am
to eat then sleep again till 5.50am
=)
go skool tot late check2 6.45 while otw to skool... -.-"

skool normal
after skool got NP
sleepy but must 2..
=)

after np break fast wif mark aida n nafisah at kfc...
and sadly i didnt get my chocolate milk tea
sadd
nemind maybe next tyme =)
den home sweet home=)
bye peepos

and i found up Eoy exam starts on 8 oct WTHH!!!
and sec 3 camp at pulau ubin on 20 nov and it clash wif the newmoon movie
lyke wth kan...ishh!!!
tkpe2..maybe i gonna catch on sneak preview
=)
tahts all for today post

AND IM SOO MISSING THAT INUYASHA LURVE

Labels: fasting 1 more day

~ Safiah ~ @ 10:07:00 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

okay...
i just watch the New moon trailer at youtube
well lotzz of tyme actually...
i cant wait for 20 nov...
im soo gonna catch that movie
maybe wif mom since she wanted to watch wif me
frenz and lurve sowie...
and one thing for sure that im gonna cry throughout the movie...
and ouh Jacob Black(Taylor Laurtner) is sooo damn extremely gorgeous
*wink wink*
HE'S MYNE!!!!Stay Away from hym..=)

its been two dayz i didnt post my blog
1st im lazy
2nd im tired
3rd im very bz
last theres lotzz of thing in my mind

err..
Raya in three dayz tyme...
EOY examination 2nd oct
To choose whether to take O' level DnT straight away
or just take N' first den O
just now math i screwed up..again...
have to work really hard on all subject including Humans which i hate(DC)

I hope everything gonna be just fyne
even though its gonna be a stress up Raya...
=)

Labels: i miss that boyflame so much

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:55:00 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

today safiah soo good girl
help clean the house
=)

Raya 7 more days mah!!
collectuon collection tyme
haha
and today also the last day of Sept holz
tom schools already
yey!! and alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa malazzz nyeeeeeeeee
=)

safiah lazy girl
kay random zzz
i cant forget bout that big big baby taz
haizz....
i had one i ll hug it and never let it go
=)

chill safiah
ouh inuyasha did called and told me
bout the lastest advanture he had
im soo cannot wait till 10 oct the realese of the tv program
but the sad part is
that it shows on Animax which i do not have the channel..
erggh

one thing for sure that ill be saving money incase if the vcds are out
and im soo gonna but the whole chapter *wink wink*

well gtg..
tom school and still have not pack yet
haha
byezz peepz

tyme check is 11.50 pm...while i was tyagged hoping i saw this video on one of the profile..the song kinda nice..listn aite you guyz....

Labels: baby taz and inuyasha boify

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:37:00 PM

Saturday, September 12, 2009

see the "police officer" up there
that was SGT NURSYUHAIDA BTE KHAMIS

that how we prepare for NPCC quiz

haha

all the pics were taken just now

i had my NPCC quiz today

it was lame plus a joke to me

i was told to study about NPCC history

but end up the quiz was about Singapore History

I was lyke wanna laugh throughout the quiz

but i waited till the quiz ended

tymes up

not ony me

but my whole squard starts to laugh

they kept on talkong and talking bout the quiz

while me and Aida kept on laughing non stop...

funny sia

den it was home tyme

i change back to my PT kit in the bus

coz cannot the tahan soo the hot

den after changing i ask Aida to change also

but she don wan

den suddenly she called me she already changed to he PT kit 2..

nice wan aida

haha

Reached semei at 1++pm

don noe where to go next so headed to Bugiz den Neon

At Neon there was lotz off BABY TAZ!!!!

My godd!!!!So the KAWAII la seyy

Especially the big2 want..ARGHH!!! Wish i can get that one!!! =)

Den back again to Bugiz

walk2 non stop den got one group of matz

disturb Aida by calling her name as she was wearing her class T

haha...She was pissed off while i was laughing away..

den saw Musfirah

so we den headed to Geylang to break fast together

Otw there in the bus

theres also a group of matz

making all the noise

and also the bus was full

so i was the first wan to go up

so i have to sit beside chinese guy so as musfirah

but sadly aida had to sit wif sombody special..

haha..ony we noe..we 3 kept on laughing non stop

including the group of matzz behind so the kaypo..haha

After a while one of the matz

shouted "U my fren nk nombor ar"twice

i donnoe hu he shouted at so we 3 just ignore them

so lyke WTH!!

haha.

reached the destination

waited for break fast

Mus cant help it but still she waited till Mahgrib

even though i kept on disturbing her bout the food and drinks...

haha i noe im bad!!

haha

after dat..walk2 and den home sweet home

at last i get to have my chocolate milk tea!!

how i miss the taste..

bye now..

i still have not done my dnt presentation..

DIE!!

bye

Labels: bad joker day

~ Safiah ~ @ 9:59:00 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009

recently im not in e mood to do anything
i got headache wen i wanna do anything
i kept thinking of everything that happened recently
everything just inside my head and wont go out
lyke a whole load of unwanted stuff inside

sygzz says all true
even lurve advise also true
im in a mess
which is which
confusion,complication all
haizz..

chatted wif Diyah syg
did ask for advice
yup...she gave
i do realize..
and i admit im wrong
haizz ill have to let go
thx aye

gtg..
wanna go giant
shopping.
=)
bye

Labels: my fault

~ Safiah ~ @ 4:28:00 PM

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

at last i get to change my own blog background thx to SabrinaLimQL
i kinda hapy after changing it
coz its been a long tyme i wanted my boyfren face on it
=)

b4 this happen
i was soo F up wif somone..
but i jus ignore..
haha...
got news that this Sat ill be having NPCC
jeez..still have much to do at home den got NP
my fault too..
haha..no matter wad still have to go
if not ill be dead..i guess..
haha
my bloody mood swing came back
arghh!!
EOY coming soon
Everything precious to me gonna go one by one
i just cant help it
wadever it is
i have to stand strong even though im weak inside out

everything just meaningless now

goodbye syzz

Labels: forget it

~ Safiah ~ @ 11:10:00 PM

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Maybe i don deserve to be called ur fren
i just don wanna troubled u n the rest...
i noe yall concern bout me
i noe im wrong
i noe all my decisions are wrong
everything bout me is wrong
jyeah all wad im doing are totally wrong
and i admit..
im pretending the whole tyme
i just don wanna show my sadness to yall..
you all wont understand me...
fyne then if ur decision are to ignore me
i accept it
coz i noe i was at fault
and im sowie if im allwayz the one troubled u all
forgive all my sins that i made to u sygzzz
wadever it is i still treat u as my bestest frens i ever had

i didnt tot things will be this worst

Labels: on my own i guess

~ Safiah ~ @ 3:09:00 PM

Monday, September 7, 2009

ill not going to be posting this week that much due to bz~ness (just maybe)

i didnt post yesterday coz im bz making biscuit yum2..
today still making but diff one
im pissed off with my bearshare again
errgh!! it cant even sign in...
haizz..
i have to reinstall again and download every song again

sygzz im sowie i cannot make it on this friday
Parents wont let me go..
sowie..and also im bz this week..
so sowie..=)

gtg bye...

imysm

~ Safiah ~ @ 2:50:00 PM

Saturday, September 5, 2009

pics above taken yesterday during free period(MT)

i suppose to go to flag day today
but sadly i woke around 9++

soo juz chiil at home

but around in the afternoon
went out to Geylang bazaar to buys stuffs

and also food coz uncle are going to break fast together at my house

soo bought satey nasi brani and more..=)

den home sweet home

soo currently otp with Aida maggie

and to particular person

kau jgn nk mrh aku

klo kau sendiri pn pernah uat ape yg aku uat

plzz la ehk..

aku cabot tk menyusahkan ko per

aku tau aku buih drg
tapi step ko tk pernah buih org jer???

arggh...bingit per!!!

but at least inuyasha lurve advice

help me to cool down

------------------------------------------------------------------------

thx fer being patient with me lurve

i appreciate it soo much

im sowie if i hurt ur feelings

break ur heart again and again

im tryng so hard not to break it again

i noe u hurt and mad at the same moment

im sowie

till we meet again..

everything will be fine kay lurve

iloveyousomuch

miss you every moment we are apart

Labels: with lurve

~ Safiah ~ @ 10:32:00 PM

Friday, September 4, 2009

i got report slip today
haha...
all passed except for combine humans
it a common thing for me if i failed the sub...
den after school went NP for a while then mit lurve..
how i miss hym so much

to both my sygzz
i apologized that i broke my promise to break fast with you two
but plz understand
its been one month that i havent met lurve
soo let this tyme make my misses for hym
a relife after spending wonderful tyme wif hym and ony hym
i noe u galz are worried or concern bout me..
i appriciate it
but let me spend this opportunity to spend tyme with my
one and ony inuyasha lurve
as i'll be very bz for the rest of the weekz
i don wanna fight wif you
it hurtz alotzz

Aida u should understand me
to me u are lyke my sister
im counting on u
but after this incident
maybe i won tell anything or everything that is happening to me
even if ur guesses are ryte
i will deny it

As to inuyasha lurve...
im soo sowie if i break ur heart and hurt ur feelings
everytyme we met
i apologized for that from the bottom of my heart
i noe i ve made the promises
but im just donnoe y..
im so sowie =(
since now i already noe the truth
i can peace my mind if you cant make it for everything
that i wanted to be

it hurt even more wen all this things happen in a blink of an eye

Labels: hurtz

~ Safiah ~ @ 11:00:00 PM

Thursday, September 3, 2009

i didnt go to school today
as my whole body is soo heavy to walk
coz of lotzz of crying done during the night
sorry sygzz

soo around 9+ school called and i ans it
as i was just woke up
after telling them wad happen

im feel lyke went to bad again..
but cant.
soo i do some chores and continueously eread the book
which i lend from Nazihah
i still have lotzz of pages to go

soo late in the afternoon went out wif mom to inter
to buy some things for baking tyme
soo tot of giving inuyasha lurve the cookies tom
as ill be meeting hym den break fast wif sygzz at geylang
=)
hope they understand and i do appreciate if they understand =)

soo bye for now..
wanna start baking now..
byezz

Labels: wishes come true

~ Safiah ~ @ 7:58:00 PM

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

i felt lyke totally cried my heart out..
gosh..
even typing this out i feel lyke crying
i feel so down nowadayz
realizing that you don even bother bout me and all
no more text,called or even chat..

do u still remember me??
do you still love me??
do you miss me??
who am i to you??
fren?gf?enemy? or nobody to you?

i tried to hide all the tears away from my frenz
im easily lost myself wen im so down
i just need u
ony u..
where are the promises??

Frenz had told me a solution of this
but i juz coulnt bare to do it
it would hurt you
but it hurt me more lyke thiz..

now i juz go with the flow
but if ur lurve for me faded
just tell me
im use to it
=(

Labels: hurt

~ Safiah ~ @ 8:37:00 PM

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

its been almost a month since we last met
i missed all the fun tyme we had all nyte long
and also i miss the old funny you

All the words u said to wen we were juz frenz
are now soo long gone since we were together
how i missed that tyme so much

ur sweet voice
ur funny jokes
ur wonderful words
every single thing about you i miss soo much

All the things u used to do for me
are now no more
why??
why have you changed??

i really do miss the fun tyme and the old you so much
and i do still love you ; it never faded

Labels: miss love

~ Safiah ~ @ 11:14:00 PM