Thursday, December 31, 2009
i noe i shouldnt be jealous
but y this feeling keep on playing in my mood
err...everytyme i wanna let go of things
it keep on coming back
safiah wake up 2009 gonna be over soon
and 2010 are arriving
sowie but seriously i m soo fucked up
i already noe the choice
but y it soo hard to do the choice
forget everything and get a new lyfe
i can have a new lyfe
but i cant forget everything bout my feelings
since the day i noenihilas my lyfe was changing every sec
but after some tymes third parties was..well sort of came
i kinda worried about wad i donnoe
maybe losingnihilas??
systerz say juz forget boutnihilas
im trying soo hard but i cant
even theres a new people
but still my mind n heart onnihilas
i donnoe y..sowie sys
i noe you trying very hard to help but
u noe me..
im just stupid n stubborn girl that wont listen until i get hurt
yeah i admit..im styupid and all
but haizz...maybe it takes tyme to forget somone ryte??
HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE PEOPLE
but y this feeling keep on playing in my mood
err...everytyme i wanna let go of things
it keep on coming back
safiah wake up 2009 gonna be over soon
and 2010 are arriving
sowie but seriously i m soo fucked up
i already noe the choice
but y it soo hard to do the choice
forget everything and get a new lyfe
i can have a new lyfe
but i cant forget everything bout my feelings
since the day i noe
but after some tymes third parties was..well sort of came
i kinda worried about wad i donnoe
maybe losing
systerz say juz forget bout
im trying soo hard but i cant
even theres a new people
but still my mind n heart on
i donnoe y..sowie sys
i noe you trying very hard to help but
u noe me..
im just stupid n stubborn girl that wont listen until i get hurt
yeah i admit..im styupid and all
but haizz...maybe it takes tyme to forget somone ryte??
HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE PEOPLE
Labels: jealousy strike
KAY KNNBCCB
im soo f**ked up today
i serious ly die die wanna go countdown
even zaza asked me if i can
but daddy don let and its bcoz of my stupidity too
i can say to daddy that ill be home at 11pm but no
i just say i donnoe...
errr if not ill be there enjoying the view now...
buto ar...
even today i went out ppl keep on stare2 lyke i owe them money sia..
sooo irritz sak!!!!
errr...
I WANNA GO COUNTDOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAD LET ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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New Year in few hours tyme
School reopens in 3 dayz
Jyeah!!but im not sure im gonna feel happy or sad bout school
haizz...
2009 for me well most of it was sweet as honey
but some was worst then having a nightmare( -.-")
negative n positive totz will keep on rolling in my mind
soo i hope 2010 will be more of positive then negative
plus stop slacking and stat studying
MAY ALL THE THINGS THAT ARE GOING TO BE DONE
END UP IN FLYING COLOURS
AND NOT REGRETIONS
CHEERS TO ALL (^.^)
im soo f**ked up today
i serious ly die die wanna go countdown
even zaza asked me if i can
but daddy don let and its bcoz of my stupidity too
i can say to daddy that ill be home at 11pm but no
i just say i donnoe...
errr if not ill be there enjoying the view now...
buto ar...
even today i went out ppl keep on stare2 lyke i owe them money sia..
sooo irritz sak!!!!
errr...
I WANNA GO COUNTDOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAD LET ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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New Year in few hours tyme
School reopens in 3 dayz
Jyeah!!but im not sure im gonna feel happy or sad bout school
haizz...
2009 for me well most of it was sweet as honey
but some was worst then having a nightmare( -.-")
negative n positive totz will keep on rolling in my mind
soo i hope 2010 will be more of positive then negative
plus stop slacking and stat studying
MAY ALL THE THINGS THAT ARE GOING TO BE DONE
END UP IN FLYING COLOURS
AND NOT REGRETIONS
CHEERS TO ALL (^.^)
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
HAIZZ...MA MOOD KEEP ON CHANGING EVERYTYME
BUT THE MAIN MOOD NOW IS MOODY
ERR...THINKING BACK WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR YEARS
BUT WHY I FEEL WE FAR AWAY FROM EACH OTHER??
IS IT U DONT NEED ME ANYMORE
OR SHOULD I JUST STAY AWAY FROM U
WELL IF U NEED ME U NOE WHERE TO FIND ME
ILL FOREVER BE HERE FOR U
ITS OK IF U MAKE ME LYKE A DOLL
BUT NOT THE REST PLZ..
IM OK WIF WAD U WANT
BUT DON TREAT THE OTHERS LYKE ME
THANKIEU VERY MUCH!
BUT THE MAIN MOOD NOW IS MOODY
ERR...THINKING BACK WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR YEARS
BUT WHY I FEEL WE FAR AWAY FROM EACH OTHER??
IS IT U DONT NEED ME ANYMORE
OR SHOULD I JUST STAY AWAY FROM U
WELL IF U NEED ME U NOE WHERE TO FIND ME
ILL FOREVER BE HERE FOR U
ITS OK IF U MAKE ME LYKE A DOLL
BUT NOT THE REST PLZ..
IM OK WIF WAD U WANT
BUT DON TREAT THE OTHERS LYKE ME
THANKIEU VERY MUCH!
Labels: is it gonna end just lyke dat?
hello people!!!!!
i slept at my uncle house yesterday
okay laa.... =)
soo yeah i didnt use the com the whole n i missed it =(
even my phone batt wen almost dead =(
so i just exchange sim card wif my cuz and i can on phone wif ppl
soo i wont mish them..haha =)
ive got no idea wad to post...
but im glad im home today or else i will be missing phone calls and texting
hehe...=)
bye now...
actually ive got noo mood
update better tom or at nyte aite
byez~
i slept at my uncle house yesterday
okay laa.... =)
soo yeah i didnt use the com the whole n i missed it =(
even my phone batt wen almost dead =(
so i just exchange sim card wif my cuz and i can on phone wif ppl
soo i wont mish them..haha =)
ive got no idea wad to post...
but im glad im home today or else i will be missing phone calls and texting
hehe...=)
bye now...
actually ive got noo mood
update better tom or at nyte aite
byez~
Labels: backzz
Monday, December 28, 2009
NOWADAYZZ SYGZZZZ KEEP ON KEEPING SECRETZ FROM ME..ERRR
FYNE2!!!!!THEY CAN Y NOT ME RYTE??
HAIZZZ....
FYNE2!!!!!THEY CAN Y NOT ME RYTE??
HAIZZZ....
i've been sleeping early lately
haizz maybe i should not think about unwanted things ryte??
haish!!!
went out wif zaza today
first to tamp den back 2 bedok den to paya lebar den home sweet home
err its a good plus bad day
good is that Hakim did wad he msg me =)
bad thing is that ... no need noe =(
soo yeha buy things fer mom
den lpk wif zaza fren at bedok
den to paya lebar coz of somthing
boy thx ehk...salute kau ar boyy
serious gua RESPECT same lu...
thx ar psl krg aku lambat alek...
thankiewww sooo freaking much!!!
den went on9 zharif chat wif me
and to you 2 ehk thx fer ignoring me as usual
prangai tk ubah
klo tknk lyn aku jgn lyn ok!!!
fucked up sial!!! buto ar!!
haish.. no mood
haizz maybe i should not think about unwanted things ryte??
haish!!!
went out wif zaza today
first to tamp den back 2 bedok den to paya lebar den home sweet home
err its a good plus bad day
good is that Hakim did wad he msg me =)
bad thing is that ... no need noe =(
soo yeha buy things fer mom
den lpk wif zaza fren at bedok
den to paya lebar coz of somthing
boy thx ehk...salute kau ar boyy
serious gua RESPECT same lu...
thx ar psl krg aku lambat alek...
thankiewww sooo freaking much!!!
den went on9 zharif chat wif me
and to you 2 ehk thx fer ignoring me as usual
prangai tk ubah
klo tknk lyn aku jgn lyn ok!!!
fucked up sial!!! buto ar!!
haish.. no mood
Sunday, December 27, 2009
HELLO PEOPLE!!
went out wif mom to tamp to watch movie
yeah we watched alvin and the chipmunk 2 gosh it was super funny =)
while waiting for the movie to start i saw my uncle..
haha..before the movie i bought the bag which ive been wanting for so long
and its PINK!! haha...cool huh...and also i bought a dress =)
and of coz while eating we talk bout my love lyfe n while im still a child =)
haha...watching S'pore Idol waiting for the result...=)
and now..the result is that OMG SEZAIRI WON.. =)
i shout soo loud until my dad get mad at me..haha
i don bother...im just soo excited he won
and i didnt waste my bill...
haha...mom bet wif me 5 buckz if i get correct on spore idol
soo yeah i get my 5 buckz tom..haha... $.$
yeah gtg tired...=)
ouh ya HARDY SEZAIRI WON LA SEY...HAHAHAHAHAHA
went out wif mom to tamp to watch movie
yeah we watched alvin and the chipmunk 2 gosh it was super funny =)
while waiting for the movie to start i saw my uncle..
haha..before the movie i bought the bag which ive been wanting for so long
and its PINK!! haha...cool huh...and also i bought a dress =)
and of coz while eating we talk bout my love lyfe n while im still a child =)
haha...watching S'pore Idol waiting for the result...=)
and now..the result is that OMG SEZAIRI WON.. =)
i shout soo loud until my dad get mad at me..haha
i don bother...im just soo excited he won
and i didnt waste my bill...
haha...mom bet wif me 5 buckz if i get correct on spore idol
soo yeah i get my 5 buckz tom..haha... $.$
yeah gtg tired...=)
ouh ya HARDY SEZAIRI WON LA SEY...HAHAHAHAHAHA
Labels: let out everything
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Hello Hardy and also readers..
haha i noe Hardy will read my blog soo yeah i just put his name aite..
and Hardy better leave a comen on my tagboard aite..don read n run..i hate you for that okay..
haha..ya i noe its lame... =)
soo today receive msg from tyty and a called from sufyan
as usual ppl will ask.."safiah can go out"
ahha..think back that i already stay at home 4 2 dayz
so y not go out "once" in a while..haha
den lpking under my block played guitar and sing along..
zaza came n we played taiti..as usual me n tyty will win.. =)
haha..after a few hours epi n alep came along and hang out wif us
soo yeah we didnt do recording today as it was raining heavily
while we praticing our voices.haha..
sowie peppz bcoz of us its raining... =)
den epi wanna go tamp and zaza ask me to tagg along
but sadly im not in proper clothing
soo i missed the outing..=( nemind kay sis next tyme aite
soo left me and sufyan
we practice singing and thinking of my song lyrics
haha..while doing that we talk about our love lyfe laa kan...
hehe..BFF aite boy.. =)
most of it im the one toking he just listen
haha...
sufyan say he gonna help me with the lyrics n rythem
after that ill be the one singing alone.. =)
and that song is for "cough cough cough" =)
hehe...
soo yeah thay all for today...
now im chatting wif wanace cuzzy..haha
mish hym la siott =)
and haizz I WANT BOXEZ OF KINDO BUENOZ!!!!
IT GONNA FINISH SOON!!!
BUY FOR ME PLZZZZ...
and im craving for chocolate milk tea even i just bought it just now...haha
bye now
haha i noe Hardy will read my blog soo yeah i just put his name aite..
and Hardy better leave a comen on my tagboard aite..don read n run..i hate you for that okay..
haha..ya i noe its lame... =)
soo today receive msg from tyty and a called from sufyan
as usual ppl will ask.."safiah can go out"
ahha..think back that i already stay at home 4 2 dayz
so y not go out "once" in a while..haha
den lpking under my block played guitar and sing along..
zaza came n we played taiti..as usual me n tyty will win.. =)
haha..after a few hours epi n alep came along and hang out wif us
soo yeah we didnt do recording today as it was raining heavily
while we praticing our voices.haha..
sowie peppz bcoz of us its raining... =)
den epi wanna go tamp and zaza ask me to tagg along
but sadly im not in proper clothing
soo i missed the outing..=( nemind kay sis next tyme aite
soo left me and sufyan
we practice singing and thinking of my song lyrics
haha..while doing that we talk about our love lyfe laa kan...
hehe..BFF aite boy.. =)
most of it im the one toking he just listen
haha...
sufyan say he gonna help me with the lyrics n rythem
after that ill be the one singing alone.. =)
and that song is for "cough cough cough" =)
hehe...
soo yeah thay all for today...
now im chatting wif wanace cuzzy..haha
mish hym la siott =)
and haizz I WANT BOXEZ OF KINDO BUENOZ!!!!
IT GONNA FINISH SOON!!!
BUY FOR ME PLZZZZ...
and im craving for chocolate milk tea even i just bought it just now...haha
bye now
Friday, December 25, 2009
6 more dayz to 2010
9 more dayz to reopen school
cant wait for 040110
haha...i mish my sygzzz
i've change my blog skin again..
as u all can see
sowie if it well "not nice"
y m i apologizing for
haha my blog anyway.. soo bother ryte..
yeah i rot at home again today.
booooorrreeeeeddddddddd...haizz
but i did bake cookies
but well the oven something wrong soo again my fault
mom was pretty mad at me..haha
i don be bother also..haizz she did nag but i juz kept quiet =)
dad came home early so i hope he can do somthing about he oven
i cant wait to taste that cookies..
err...
and also i wanna watch Alvin and the Chipmunk 2
err..sygzzz faster plan ar...im freaking bored laa
i've been otp wif Epi(zaza boify),zaza for two days straight
but yesterday hakim join in
and he call me chipmunk..haha wth it was soo wadever..
the boyz kept on making jokes till i laugh lyke wad sia..
well somtymes salihin did call but we just talk for a while coz i knew he tired
and let hym get some rest and also other reason
haha..y m i talking bout hym ehk??
haha...safiah safiah..stop it sak..
9 more dayz to reopen school
cant wait for 040110
haha...i mish my sygzzz
i've change my blog skin again..
as u all can see
sowie if it well "not nice"
y m i apologizing for
haha my blog anyway.. soo bother ryte..
yeah i rot at home again today.
booooorrreeeeeddddddddd...haizz
but i did bake cookies
but well the oven something wrong soo again my fault
mom was pretty mad at me..haha
i don be bother also..haizz she did nag but i juz kept quiet =)
dad came home early so i hope he can do somthing about he oven
i cant wait to taste that cookies..
err...
and also i wanna watch Alvin and the Chipmunk 2
err..sygzzz faster plan ar...im freaking bored laa
i've been otp wif Epi(zaza boify),zaza for two days straight
but yesterday hakim join in
and he call me chipmunk..haha wth it was soo wadever..
the boyz kept on making jokes till i laugh lyke wad sia..
well somtymes salihin did call but we just talk for a while coz i knew he tired
and let hym get some rest and also other reason
haha..y m i talking bout hym ehk??
haha...safiah safiah..stop it sak..
Labels: otp was great wif new ppl
Thursday, December 24, 2009
i spent my day today staying at home
yeah booooooooooorrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnngggggggg i noe
haha...im use to it though
and also outing was cancled due to some reasons..
people noe me soo easily im soo pissed but its good also
soo they noe wad i like n dislike =)
im trying to move on now
lyke i said before hoping will end up crying
im sick n tired of it
soo y waste tyme crying
might as well be happy always and go with the floooow
haha..safiah mcm phm
but i noe i surely can do it muahahaha =)
safiah selalu chill laa =)
well now i sort of need $$$$
left 24 buckz err...
i need $$ to buy lotzz and lotzz of stuff
starting wif school bag n stationaries
hehe..even theres tons of bags at home i juz wanna buy new one
haha...tsk3 safiah should be budgeting ryte now..
haha but sadly i cant...
muahahaha...
yeah booooooooooorrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnngggggggg i noe
haha...im use to it though
and also outing was cancled due to some reasons..
people noe me soo easily im soo pissed but its good also
soo they noe wad i like n dislike =)
im trying to move on now
lyke i said before hoping will end up crying
im sick n tired of it
soo y waste tyme crying
might as well be happy always and go with the floooow
haha..safiah mcm phm
but i noe i surely can do it muahahaha =)
safiah selalu chill laa =)
well now i sort of need $$$$
left 24 buckz err...
i need $$ to buy lotzz and lotzz of stuff
starting wif school bag n stationaries
hehe..even theres tons of bags at home i juz wanna buy new one
haha...tsk3 safiah should be budgeting ryte now..
haha but sadly i cant...
muahahaha...
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
i don y im starting to lpkz again..
haha this month is the month i start to lpkz again...
cool at least peace my mind a bit
just now went out wif zaza n siti
we go paya lebar again to meet zaza boify
and also hakim dino and one boy i donnoe.. =)
otw there we kinda sesat.haha thx to me of coz..
sowie galzz..after meeting them
den trained back buy things and home...
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everything happen so fast
i noe we wont be together
and also theres somone else in ur heart ryte
maybe i should just take a step back
and pretend that we ony frens wherelse
i treat u more as a fren lyke someone so special to me
i noe we wont be together
soo i hope u'll find a girl that could take good care of u
and loving u every sec lyke how i love you
may peace n happiness fill ur lyfe
wif god's will im here praying for you
iloveyousalihin
kay done enough safiah
thiz thing should be far away from ur mind already
done3...typing more bout thiz will make me shed tears arr...
haizz...but wait safiah sentiase chill haha
take care peepozz
haha this month is the month i start to lpkz again...
cool at least peace my mind a bit
just now went out wif zaza n siti
we go paya lebar again to meet zaza boify
and also hakim dino and one boy i donnoe.. =)
otw there we kinda sesat.haha thx to me of coz..
sowie galzz..after meeting them
den trained back buy things and home...
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everything happen so fast
i noe we wont be together
and also theres somone else in ur heart ryte
maybe i should just take a step back
and pretend that we ony frens wherelse
i treat u more as a fren lyke someone so special to me
i noe we wont be together
soo i hope u'll find a girl that could take good care of u
and loving u every sec lyke how i love you
may peace n happiness fill ur lyfe
wif god's will im here praying for you
kay done enough safiah
thiz thing should be far away from ur mind already
done3...typing more bout thiz will make me shed tears arr...
haizz...but wait safiah sentiase chill haha
take care peepozz
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
i had werk today,actually it last minute werk
kay lets start my story
first receive call from granddad to see the bike that he wanna give me
den he ask me whether to wait for hym or follow hym help thing nenek
den i said i follow ar don wanna be lyke a stupid girl waiting for people
soo den went to this nenek house help out caryy things as they wanna move out
yeah im strong gerl carry heavy thing
from story 4 to 1 and 1 to 4 by stairs
yeah and then sent the things to another block
this tyme from story 1 to 5
and as i already pancet i took the lift =)
after all that the nenek gyve my granddad $40
as a deal of 50 50
i get 20 buckz =)
den went home get ready den
went out with zaza
thx za accompany me to tamp
den i accompany her to paya lebar meet her boify =)
after that bussed to KFC
thinking back after losing og 1kg i gain 2kg after eating fat food..haha
theres alot of things in my mind lately
but ill try to get rid of it asap
it no use thinking bout it
haizz...
kay lets start my story
first receive call from granddad to see the bike that he wanna give me
den he ask me whether to wait for hym or follow hym help thing nenek
den i said i follow ar don wanna be lyke a stupid girl waiting for people
soo den went to this nenek house help out caryy things as they wanna move out
yeah im strong gerl carry heavy thing
from story 4 to 1 and 1 to 4 by stairs
yeah and then sent the things to another block
this tyme from story 1 to 5
and as i already pancet i took the lift =)
after all that the nenek gyve my granddad $40
as a deal of 50 50
i get 20 buckz =)
den went home get ready den
went out with zaza
thx za accompany me to tamp
den i accompany her to paya lebar meet her boify =)
after that bussed to KFC
thinking back after losing og 1kg i gain 2kg after eating fat food..haha
theres alot of things in my mind lately
but ill try to get rid of it asap
it no use thinking bout it
haizz...
Monday, December 21, 2009
this is wad i done just now..sing,lpking n enjoying da breeze...
haha..enjoy the vid above aite.haha..some mistake were there... =)
do comen on my tagboard aite..thx
and i noe my voice suxx ok no need comen on my voice
otp wif nafisah sygzz juz now...
haha..long tyme never talk 2 her mish sooo much.. =(
faster reopen scholl wanna see al my sygzz..
btw yesterday nyte was urgh
im soo emotional stupid me...
i should be taking the fact la.. ape la safiah soo stupid..
haha..okok but now im ok..
don worry im cool..haha..
kay2 till here...
we will be werking on videos again...=)
haha..enjoy the vid above aite.haha..some mistake were there... =)
do comen on my tagboard aite..thx
and i noe my voice suxx ok no need comen on my voice
otp wif nafisah sygzz juz now...
haha..long tyme never talk 2 her mish sooo much.. =(
faster reopen scholl wanna see al my sygzz..
btw yesterday nyte was urgh
im soo emotional stupid me...
i should be taking the fact la.. ape la safiah soo stupid..
haha..okok but now im ok..
don worry im cool..haha..
kay2 till here...
we will be werking on videos again...=)
Sunday, December 20, 2009
this is wad came to my mind after reading somebody blog
i shouldnt mansion hu but i think i should let out wad im feeling ryte now
well i feel kinda scare of losing sombody special to me ryte at this moment
i noe 1 wrong move ill lose forever
but lyke i said love cant be force even if the answer was most hurting
we have to face the reality,hope for their happiness and move on
wadever it is im just super scare
haizz...i cant do anything but to go wif the flow
if thiz hurts me ill just show a smile soo i could blend in with the surrounddings..
no matter wad
i shouldnt mansion hu but i think i should let out wad im feeling ryte now
well i feel kinda scare of losing sombody special to me ryte at this moment
i noe 1 wrong move ill lose forever
but lyke i said love cant be force even if the answer was most hurting
we have to face the reality,hope for their happiness and move on
wadever it is im just super scare
haizz...i cant do anything but to go wif the flow
if thiz hurts me ill just show a smile soo i could blend in with the surrounddings..
no matter wad
and i have alot to learn about love
1 is learning how to let go
1 is learning how to let go
heyllo beylooz..haha chilled joking jek
today went out wif mom n uncle n cuzzy
to someone wedding
yerp first at bedok next to woodland
my high heels are killing me man
gosh and i got blister on both legz..OUCH!!!!
and i walk lyke ......
sygzz will noe wad is it...
haizz...well maybe this short post as im sooo freaking tired
=) bye now...
today went out wif mom n uncle n cuzzy
to someone wedding
yerp first at bedok next to woodland
my high heels are killing me man
gosh and i got blister on both legz..OUCH!!!!
and i walk lyke ......
sygzz will noe wad is it...
haizz...well maybe this short post as im sooo freaking tired
=) bye now...
Labels: weddings
Saturday, December 19, 2009
today went out wif Aida n Hardy(new fren)
sooo yaa first tyme meeting hardy
yet we had fun together
Bedok>>Vivo City>>Marina Square>>Clack Quey>>Home
meeting place was at bedok platform
den trained to vivo city to chill around
den theres one ship sell bookz
soo we took tour there
hardy
den after dat we wen to Habour Front Mac to eat
of coz somtymes vivo can be quite a boring place for me and Aida
coz of some reasons...
soo den wee trained to city hall
that place was lyke WOW!!! for me n Aida
whole lotzz of "frenz" we could see there
thats where we say this is the lyfe!!
haha
walked to Marina Square
den to Esplanade
chilled there and wrote somthing at the big big balloon
soo there below pics are some was written by me
and aida n me still can fight over taylor..haha
sygzz don worry we don forget u all
ur names was written too =)
i noe it wont happen to us
view and zoom in the pic...
soo at nyte walk to Clack Quey
plammed to take boat ride
but den its too expensive den we juz chilleng enjoy the breeze
soo cold and fun for jiwanging..haha
yet we had fun together
Bedok>>Vivo City>>Marina Square>>Clack Quey>>Home
meeting place was at bedok platform
den trained to vivo city to chill around
den theres one ship sell bookz
soo we took tour there
hardy
den after dat we wen to Habour Front Mac to eatof coz somtymes vivo can be quite a boring place for me and Aida
coz of some reasons...
soo den wee trained to city hallthat place was lyke WOW!!! for me n Aida
whole lotzz of "frenz" we could see there
thats where we say this is the lyfe!!
haha
walked to Marina Square
den to Esplanade
chilled there and wrote somthing at the big big balloon
soo there below pics are some was written by me
and aida n me still can fight over taylor..haha
sygzz don worry we don forget u all
ur names was written too =)
view and zoom in the pic...soo at nyte walk to Clack Quey
plammed to take boat ride
but den its too expensive den we juz chilleng enjoy the breeze
soo cold and fun for jiwanging..haha
after walking fro soo long we came across this firey show
it was awsome but we ony watch some of it coz we reaches wen the show was about to end
then it styme we have to go our seperate ways
took mrt n trained home.
thats all..
it s was fun noeing new peepz..
thx Aida for accompany me...
=)
Labels: long walk
Friday, December 18, 2009
today the N level result.
well my favorite frenz Hardy N Salihin don be sad
at least you have try ur best aite... =)
cheer up aite...
well my favorite frenz Hardy N Salihin don be sad
at least you have try ur best aite... =)
cheer up aite...
juz now ive played msn games wif Diyah..haha..
fun..but freaking miss her and the rest of my sygzz
cant wait for school to open..
and yeah i need to focus alot next year
im out of word..haha..
ppl cheer up aite...
bye now..
=)
peace out..
fun..but freaking miss her and the rest of my sygzz
cant wait for school to open..
and yeah i need to focus alot next year
im out of word..haha..
ppl cheer up aite...
bye now..
=)
peace out..
Thursday, December 17, 2009
i noe sometymes u have to let go of someone u really lurve
even if it hurt you soo much
you cant force ppl to love you back ryte and you don wan ur crush to be sad ryte
as long as he/she happy wif someone you'll feel the same too but not as same as they wif u
even wen u cant be wif them,
u will try soo hard to be there for them wen they need somone to talk to you
you cant do anything but to hope for their happiness
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Mengenali dirimu dalam hidup ku membawa ku ke alam yg sungguh indah
tetapi ku tahu bahawa kita tidak akan bersama
pada hari pertama aku mengenali dirimu
senyuman selalu kelihatan di raut wajahku
kini lama kelamaan dikau seperti tidak mahu berhubung dgnku lagy
fikiranku mula berfikir bukan2
mungkin kamu hendak bersendirian
aku tau kite belum ape2 lagy
kita baru sahaja bersahabat kharib dan tidak lebih dari itu
dan aku juga tdk berhak untuk mengkongkong hidup mu
mungkin aku tidak dpt meluahkan semua perasaan kepada mu
namun ku pendam perasaan ini di dalam hatiku yg iklas
mencintaimu selalu
even if it hurt you soo much
you cant force ppl to love you back ryte and you don wan ur crush to be sad ryte
as long as he/she happy wif someone you'll feel the same too but not as same as they wif u
even wen u cant be wif them,
u will try soo hard to be there for them wen they need somone to talk to you
you cant do anything but to hope for their happiness
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Mengenali dirimu dalam hidup ku membawa ku ke alam yg sungguh indah
tetapi ku tahu bahawa kita tidak akan bersama
pada hari pertama aku mengenali dirimu
senyuman selalu kelihatan di raut wajahku
kini lama kelamaan dikau seperti tidak mahu berhubung dgnku lagy
fikiranku mula berfikir bukan2
mungkin kamu hendak bersendirian
aku tau kite belum ape2 lagy
kita baru sahaja bersahabat kharib dan tidak lebih dari itu
dan aku juga tdk berhak untuk mengkongkong hidup mu
mungkin aku tidak dpt meluahkan semua perasaan kepada mu
namun ku pendam perasaan ini di dalam hatiku yg iklas
mencintaimu selalu
Labels: tidak kan bersama
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
heyyo people...
i didnt lpk today as my mom wanna me accompany her
yeahh soo after that wen kfc
she wanna eat bandato n for the ferst tyme i didnt eat anything
accept whip potato
haha no mood to eat ar....
back home lex2 watch tv
juz now ate junk food as im hungry
while eating i was dirty minded wif mom haha
should tok about it..
now otp wif fren
=)
"IMISHYOU"
AND TO FATEHAH DIYAH AND AIDA
TAYLOR LAUTNER ISH MYNE
SOO GET THAT IN MYND PLZZ AND THANKIEUUU
i didnt lpk today as my mom wanna me accompany her
yeahh soo after that wen kfc
she wanna eat bandato n for the ferst tyme i didnt eat anything
accept whip potato
haha no mood to eat ar....
back home lex2 watch tv
juz now ate junk food as im hungry
while eating i was dirty minded wif mom haha
should tok about it..
now otp wif fren
=)
AND TO FATEHAH DIYAH AND AIDA
TAYLOR LAUTNER ISH MYNE
SOO GET THAT IN MYND PLZZ AND THANKIEUUU
Labels: wink
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
kay its funny i have the guts to ask question that i cannot ask to somone
but hey i did it..
okay skip have to forget everything
i slept at 5++am in the morning
and woke up at 10am
early ryte..
i noe...
soo yeah.chat wif maggie and fought about my boyfy taylor lautner
not ony her obsesse wif hym Diyah and fatehah oso
den slack3 at zaza house
as usual im wif siti and zaza wif her bf
im juz helping siti wif her blog and tagbox
thats all...
then we leave zaza place as zaza wanna went out wif her boyfy
so i and siti lpkz under my block
and as usual play taiti
=) its a tie..
reached home rest otp for a while
and here blogging..
but seriously i really really really need a brain wash about everything
"coz i noe u wont love me the way i love you"
but hey i did it..
okay skip have to forget everything
i slept at 5++am in the morning
and woke up at 10am
early ryte..
i noe...
soo yeah.chat wif maggie and fought about my boyfy taylor lautner
not ony her obsesse wif hym Diyah and fatehah oso
den slack3 at zaza house
as usual im wif siti and zaza wif her bf
im juz helping siti wif her blog and tagbox
thats all...
then we leave zaza place as zaza wanna went out wif her boyfy
so i and siti lpkz under my block
and as usual play taiti
=) its a tie..
reached home rest otp for a while
and here blogging..
but seriously i really really really need a brain wash about everything
"coz i noe u wont love me the way i love you"
Labels: it wont happen and i noe
Monday, December 14, 2009
kay i donnoe y i feel lyke crying every minute
well i did cry juz now in front of my systerz lurp
errr...
wen think back we r juz nobody
_frenz_ ony ryte
how i wish we could be more than that
i donnoe...
maybe i hope for it soo much till it hurtz me lotzz
well now lets start again
im going with the flow
im not gonna think too much bout it..
lets juz stay happy and smile
even im hurt inside
well i did cry juz now in front of my systerz lurp
errr...
wen think back we r juz nobody
_frenz_ ony ryte
how i wish we could be more than that
i donnoe...
maybe i hope for it soo much till it hurtz me lotzz
well now lets start again
im going with the flow
im not gonna think too much bout it..
lets juz stay happy and smile
even im hurt inside
Labels: fake it
Friday, December 11, 2009
today went school buy books
otw there receive msg from zharif
y must u everytyme gyve me a heart attack
every tyme i receive any msg or call from u
my heart will beat soo freaking fast
err..i don think mom dream will come true
reached school
well i bought 4 books total
sikit ryte i noe..haha
saw diyah n her sis too
after that went aunt house
tot of meeting salihin
well almost meet bt somthing came up soo he cant
he was otw of meeting me..
but cant soo sad
but nemind
other tyme kay bie
kinda mish you taw bie..bluekzz
"my mind are in a mess"
otw there receive msg from zharif
y must u everytyme gyve me a heart attack
every tyme i receive any msg or call from u
my heart will beat soo freaking fast
err..i don think mom dream will come true
reached school
well i bought 4 books total
sikit ryte i noe..haha
saw diyah n her sis too
after that went aunt house
tot of meeting salihin
well almost meet bt somthing came up soo he cant
he was otw of meeting me..
but cant soo sad
but nemind
other tyme kay bie
kinda mish you taw bie..bluekzz
"my mind are in a mess"
Labels: u making me confuse
Thursday, December 10, 2009
yesterday went out with sygzwatched new moon(again)
den after movie walk around bugis street
i bought a skirt and a dress *wink wink*
today being woke up by sufyan call at 9++am
he wanna tech me play guitar
soo meeting tyme at 10.15 or 10.30 but ebnd up meeting hym at
10.45
hehe becoz of my shower and all
=)
soo we play guitar till 1pm
den went our separate ways
went home mom suddenly talk bout her dream
this is the second tyme she dream bout my love lyfe
weird but real
let this jus be a secret
=)
well i gtg
wanna go out mom n nenek..
=)
peace out \m/
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
i had my boyfy back yey!!!im soo happy hes home wif me again...
i try my bez to take good care of u again n wont sent u off again kay
but if wad hidayah say was true i kill hidayah for saying that on my tag board
*evil laugh* don get angry kay hidayah...
peace out
tyme past while you having fun..
it almost one month we've known each other..
i had fun wif you
let us stay lyke thiz always aite..
much misses..
to someone i never forget: Dont u noe im freaking missing you here??
Monday, December 7, 2009
had cousin sleepover on the 5 dec
have fun wif dem and all
soo today sent boyfy again
this the sixth tyme hes away from me crys
soo sad that Salihin have to wait for me at Pasir Ris
well suppose to meet at semei to company me sent boify away
but he scare that hes late so i ask hym to wait at pasir ris
im good yeah i noe
soo after sent boify away straight away go pasir ris meet Salihin =)
happy la kn da jumpe
hehe rindu oii..but i act lyke as if everything normal
padahal2
sooo walked to the beach and sit at one rock together
slack till 3++pm den he company me to interchange n went seprate ways
in the buss funny thing is that imishhym already weird but real
=)
soo bussed to meet zaza sys n siti slack 4 awhile
play taiti
den home sweet home..
ouh yaa
today siti birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITI NABIHAH
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE...
have fun wif dem and all
soo today sent boyfy again
this the sixth tyme hes away from me crys
soo sad that Salihin have to wait for me at Pasir Ris
well suppose to meet at semei to company me sent boify away
but he scare that hes late so i ask hym to wait at pasir ris
im good yeah i noe
soo after sent boify away straight away go pasir ris meet Salihin =)
happy la kn da jumpe
hehe rindu oii..but i act lyke as if everything normal
padahal2
sooo walked to the beach and sit at one rock together
slack till 3++pm den he company me to interchange n went seprate ways
in the buss funny thing is that imishhym already weird but real
=)
soo bussed to meet zaza sys n siti slack 4 awhile
play taiti
den home sweet home..
ouh yaa
today siti birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITI NABIHAH
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE...
Labels: fun tymes
Saturday, December 5, 2009
should start counting dayz to reopen school now
i cant wait
err..
lyfe at home is killing me
9 dec got date wif galfy
but i donnoe i can go or not??
should us daddy soon
sometyme daddy piss me
err...
find my mistake ony..
hate it man
but somtyme he can be a joker
haizz...
no matter wad still my daddy
lyfe now hmm
well ok lonely can say
happy wen otp wif sygzz
sad wen flashbackz played in my head den emo/cry
but so far soo good
haha...talking to somone make me happy
but somthing doesnt bother us ehk?
haizz forget it
soo yeah single back
moving on annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnndddddddddddddddd
EENNJJJJJOOOOOOOOOOYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! AR
APE LAGY KAN!!!!!HAHAAA
but u donnoe wad the heart say ryte
Labels: forget it
Thursday, December 3, 2009
the nyte b4 was such a bad nyte
haizz...fought wif somone..soo hurt
im sowie..
juz went out meet zaza
den accompany her to meet her boyfie..
haha...
den slack3 till 6++pm
haha..
b4 meeting her bf we kinda lost haha
soo we stay at block 10D near the playground/exercise
soo i took place at the pull up which was super high
haha..but many tymes i tried to reach it i cant reach
the sixth tyme i can reach
den i swing forward n back ward somthing happen
haha..zaza noe y
haha.. and now my left hand hurt
OUCH!!
haizz...
still hurt though
haizz..
now..im here blog and watching JGN TEGUR...LAGY
at TV3
kay ill stop here..
last say is that
"EVERYTYME I HAD MY HAPPINESS IT WILL END UP IN TEARS"
haizz...fought wif somone..soo hurt
im sowie..
juz went out meet zaza
den accompany her to meet her boyfie..
haha...
den slack3 till 6++pm
haha..
b4 meeting her bf we kinda lost haha
soo we stay at block 10D near the playground/exercise
soo i took place at the pull up which was super high
haha..but many tymes i tried to reach it i cant reach
the sixth tyme i can reach
den i swing forward n back ward somthing happen
haha..zaza noe y
haha.. and now my left hand hurt
OUCH!!
haizz...
still hurt though
haizz..
now..im here blog and watching JGN TEGUR...LAGY
at TV3
kay ill stop here..
last say is that
"EVERYTYME I HAD MY HAPPINESS IT WILL END UP IN TEARS"
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
went out today wif beloved mommy
from CC--->Tamp--->Geylang--->Home
CC submit Bursary form as i did well for my sec 3 exam
tamp search for necklace
Geylang buy school blouse and nametag
Otw home had conversation bout my lyfe
she never stop giving me advices
haizz..
lyfe never gonna be better
this will be short post for today
kay stop
bye
from CC--->Tamp--->Geylang--->Home
CC submit Bursary form as i did well for my sec 3 exam
tamp search for necklace
Geylang buy school blouse and nametag
Otw home had conversation bout my lyfe
she never stop giving me advices
haizz..
lyfe never gonna be better
this will be short post for today
kay stop
bye
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
okay..soo today last minute outing by zaza
we went ECP
have some fun today
that peace up my mind abit
thx to Salihin to for cheering me up at nyte
soo took bus 196 to Marina then walk to the beach
a long long walk
total of 7 peepz
Me Siti Zaza Nana Alifie Dino n Alep
reached the beach relax
me and siti didnt swim but the rest did
we went ECP
have some fun today
that peace up my mind abit
thx to Salihin to for cheering me up at nyte
soo took bus 196 to Marina then walk to the beach
a long long walk
total of 7 peepz
Me Siti Zaza Nana Alifie Dino n Alep
reached the beach relax
me and siti didnt swim but the rest did
the three boys were buried inside the sand
fun helping them..
many stle were made by us.
me zaza and nana
siti juz chilling around
soo around 6 i gtg and buss to tamp
sent siti den im off home
Sitinow im here relaxing
=)
bye now..end of the story...
sowie if the pst kinda bored
Labels: outing wif sis lurp
soo morning till noon played computer games
den get ready to go to aunt house
reached at about 6++
this is wad happen
play wif kittens and all
i wish i could adopt one of it
but mom wont let me
coz she say
wen im at school she cant bare take care of it
haizz..
nemind den
den blah3 reached home at 11pm
switch on com
and got a shocking chat from bf/ex
man it was shocking
after chatting wif hym
went to my room
cry for hours
haizz...
i cant bare leave hym
but..
haizz i donnoe..
kay ill stop here
*crying*
Labels: cant bare losing you
Safiah Babyyasha
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Too hurt in life. Nothing else matters. Happiness be felt only for awhile. Broken Bitch is what i am now. Nuff said.
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