Friday, April 30, 2010
I FEEL SO
SAD,LONELY,DOWN
donnoe y..serious shit
every time when exams are around the corner
something sad will keep me thinking bout it and
it so heartbreaking
err...y cant i just forget bout it
i need to focus on studies...
lyke freak i cant!!
somebody plz help..
or maybe i should just remain silent as i am now
SAD,LONELY,DOWN
donnoe y..serious shit
every time when exams are around the corner
something sad will keep me thinking bout it and
it so heartbreaking
err...y cant i just forget bout it
i need to focus on studies...
lyke freak i cant!!
somebody plz help..
or maybe i should just remain silent as i am now
i think lets just things remains the way it is now
Thursday, April 29, 2010
hi.
i decided to change fon wif mom
daddy's fon sux to the core as it will keep on shutting down by itself
after remedial hang out wif SNM at newzeland again
chit chatting..reached home at about 7++pm
soo here blogging..and sms-ing too..
quite happy well not happy but excited?? haha
and also sad coz it didnt turned up what i've been expecting for..haha
lets see tmr.. =)
bye now..thx for reminding me for chem retest tmr..=)
bye~
i decided to change fon wif mom
daddy's fon sux to the core as it will keep on shutting down by itself
after remedial hang out wif SNM at newzeland again
chit chatting..reached home at about 7++pm
soo here blogging..and sms-ing too..
quite happy well not happy but excited?? haha
and also sad coz it didnt turned up what i've been expecting for..haha
lets see tmr.. =)
bye now..thx for reminding me for chem retest tmr..=)
bye~
Monday, April 26, 2010
hi.. yawnn
tired plus sleepy
was asleep while waiting for this stupid internet connection..
err soo frustrated
skip remedial again today..coz i hate her
then eating wif sab they all then went beach with sygzz
i decided to be a nerd for the ske of nafisah haha
well to me lyke nerd is the new cool stuff.haha i guess
i wanna sleep..
bye~
tired plus sleepy
was asleep while waiting for this stupid internet connection..
err soo frustrated
skip remedial again today..coz i hate her
then eating wif sab they all then went beach with sygzz
i decided to be a nerd for the ske of nafisah haha
well to me lyke nerd is the new cool stuff.haha i guess
i wanna sleep..
bye~
~its weird that i will be jealous towards you~
Sunday, April 25, 2010
well hey..
tot of not going out today
but My dear dear Sab soo bored at home..actually i cant go out on sunday but becoz of studying
daddy allowed me to go
soo train to tamp at 3.30pm i was late
well..safiah always late..
reached there saw MAZT n SLQL den walk to Starbucks but full so tot of study at coffee bean and yet full ososoo thwy at last we study at popeye we DID study A BIT ony
the rest we did was talking and keep on changing topics =)
haha..about 6++ sent SLQL take bused and me and MAZT trained home..
heres are the pictures i took with MAZTsowie dear2 i wanna take pic wif you but after we had our talks
i totally forget bout it =(
next tyme kay??
tot of not going out today
but My dear dear Sab soo bored at home..actually i cant go out on sunday but becoz of studying
daddy allowed me to go
soo train to tamp at 3.30pm i was late
well..safiah always late..
reached there saw MAZT n SLQL den walk to Starbucks but full so tot of study at coffee bean and yet full ososoo thwy at last we study at popeye we DID study A BIT ony
the rest we did was talking and keep on changing topics =)
haha..about 6++ sent SLQL take bused and me and MAZT trained home..
heres are the pictures i took with MAZTsowie dear2 i wanna take pic wif you but after we had our talks
i totally forget bout it =(
next tyme kay??
Saturday, April 24, 2010
yo..
went out at 4.30pm today to malay heritage to watch sleeq wif SYGZZ
haha..didnt know that it would turn out to be the opposite which ill be lyking sleeq now
and especially hmm..haha..melting sia wen he sing real lyfe..
haha..i just said it was a regret but actually i didnt mean it..haha
homed at 10pm
soo yeah it was a fabulous outing wif sygzz..pichaz at naf's cam..upload soon in fb...
here are some my fav photos wif sygzz in my fon
Gosh..sygzz becoming prettier and prettier each day..
and thats the fact..especially Nafisah
she's damn cute in one of the pichaz..=)
bye now i tired..
nafisah faster upload the picz yerr
went out at 4.30pm today to malay heritage to watch sleeq wif SYGZZ
haha..didnt know that it would turn out to be the opposite which ill be lyking sleeq now
and especially hmm..haha..melting sia wen he sing real lyfe..
haha..i just said it was a regret but actually i didnt mean it..haha
homed at 10pm
soo yeah it was a fabulous outing wif sygzz..pichaz at naf's cam..upload soon in fb...
here are some my fav photos wif sygzz in my fon
Gosh..sygzz becoming prettier and prettier each day..and thats the fact..especially Nafisah
she's damn cute in one of the pichaz..=)
bye now i tired..
nafisah faster upload the picz yerr
Friday, April 23, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLIVE!!!!
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE BFF!!
16 FINALLY!!
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omg today was my last day np plus i had fun and sad tyme during POP
i did cries coz im gonna mish my cadet
yet im happy coz there will be no training for me anymore..
yeah!!!
pictures in fb
bye now..tired..
sowie SLQL i cant go out as i already have plans with my sygzz
CHALOBATE SAYONARA@!!!
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE BFF!!
16 FINALLY!!
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omg today was my last day np plus i had fun and sad tyme during POP
i did cries coz im gonna mish my cadet
yet im happy coz there will be no training for me anymore..
yeah!!!
pictures in fb
bye now..tired..
sowie SLQL i cant go out as i already have plans with my sygzz
CHALOBATE SAYONARA@!!!
Thursday, April 22, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE!!!
FINALLY 16 AR..HUH HAHA
HOPE U LYKE THE PRESENT WE GAVE U
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE!!!
FINALLY 16 AR..HUH HAHA
HOPE U LYKE THE PRESENT WE GAVE U
Monday, April 19, 2010
im freaking sad i donnoe y..
seems today been a very bad mood to almost of the people i knew
and also including me
i guess ive been thinking to much about "HYM" but ots seem soo hart to forgeive hym
as he done to me many tymes..
i forgive hym coz of my mom ask me too and also we are family
but now i donnoe y it soo hard for me to forgive you
i want yet i dont
i hate and sad bout all this...yeah i do know its how elderly react
but come on you will feel the same to if i done that to you
that tyme after u went home u called and anted to talk to me
yet i refused and ask mom to tell hym im not ur dog n also m not a begger
plz..may be u can treat me lyke that wen i was 6 years back
but now i have brains..and to my point of view
u seriously treat me lyke a fucking dog that is desperately for money
yes i do need money but if u wanna give it in proper manner plz..
but ur not u just trow lyke that from far apart..
what if ppl see..it woulb be embarrassing right??
damn ur brain are in ur butt is it??
now i don think i should respect you as my grand dad anymore...
we are no longer family in my point of view..
good bye and have a great lyfe with your other grandchild
im just a dog to you..
as you can see above i cant talk to my mom bout this coz she will definitely say
"forgive hym la hes your grad father.." lyke its okay if once or twice
but this is way too over the limit..
but now i wont be thinking bout my granddad nymore as i don bother bout hym
im more bother bout my lyfe dad n mom
so yeah i guess i end tis post lyke this lor...
u ppl may say what you want bout this coz
i have no body else to share with
coz i know if i share with my SYGZ/BFF
they will give the same answer
chalobete sayonara
seems today been a very bad mood to almost of the people i knew
and also including me
i guess ive been thinking to much about "HYM" but ots seem soo hart to forgeive hym
as he done to me many tymes..
i forgive hym coz of my mom ask me too and also we are family
but now i donnoe y it soo hard for me to forgive you
i want yet i dont
i hate and sad bout all this...yeah i do know its how elderly react
but come on you will feel the same to if i done that to you
that tyme after u went home u called and anted to talk to me
yet i refused and ask mom to tell hym im not ur dog n also m not a begger
plz..may be u can treat me lyke that wen i was 6 years back
but now i have brains..and to my point of view
u seriously treat me lyke a fucking dog that is desperately for money
yes i do need money but if u wanna give it in proper manner plz..
but ur not u just trow lyke that from far apart..
what if ppl see..it woulb be embarrassing right??
damn ur brain are in ur butt is it??
now i don think i should respect you as my grand dad anymore...
we are no longer family in my point of view..
good bye and have a great lyfe with your other grandchild
im just a dog to you..
as you can see above i cant talk to my mom bout this coz she will definitely say
"forgive hym la hes your grad father.." lyke its okay if once or twice
but this is way too over the limit..
but now i wont be thinking bout my granddad nymore as i don bother bout hym
im more bother bout my lyfe dad n mom
so yeah i guess i end tis post lyke this lor...
u ppl may say what you want bout this coz
i have no body else to share with
coz i know if i share with my SYGZ/BFF
they will give the same answer
chalobete sayonara
Friday, April 16, 2010
why hello people!!
sooo happy today!!!
wanna noe y?? i finally know how to wear contact lens..haha
aaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnddddd we back frens together...
yup..after NP went to angela's birthday earlier celebration and ive learn new game
haha.its coool.first tyme try i lose second tyme he AEJD lose..soo ppl had to dare hym
and hmm he have to dance..haha wont elaborate more...secret shhh..hehe
oh yaa school was okay..
i was lyke finally i can do my real product on DNT
Eng no teacher..soo free lesson but still have to do ws -.-"
but something happen oso...i shouldnt be posting this but i feel lyke it heh =)
somebody feed me ..haha im lyke a kid just now...haha *cheek red red*
after school hang out with SYGz goo afgan and eat at rasa 21
den walk back too school as they have the english talk
while walking saw chew and tan soo accompany them to eat..
casual talk and back school for CCA
and thats wenn we all go chalet together.. =)
ouh ya btw
THANKIEUU ANGELA FOR THE BIG IDEA..
IT WAS GREAT..ILL REMEMBER THIS OKAY =)
but seriously thx =)
tired now bye~!
CHALOBETE SAYONARA
sooo happy today!!!
wanna noe y?? i finally know how to wear contact lens..haha
aaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnddddd we back frens together...
yup..after NP went to angela's birthday earlier celebration and ive learn new game
haha.its coool.first tyme try i lose second tyme he AEJD lose..soo ppl had to dare hym
and hmm he have to dance..haha wont elaborate more...secret shhh..hehe
oh yaa school was okay..
i was lyke finally i can do my real product on DNT
Eng no teacher..soo free lesson but still have to do ws -.-"
but something happen oso...i shouldnt be posting this but i feel lyke it heh =)
somebody feed me ..haha im lyke a kid just now...haha *cheek red red*
after school hang out with SYGz goo afgan and eat at rasa 21
den walk back too school as they have the english talk
while walking saw chew and tan soo accompany them to eat..
casual talk and back school for CCA
and thats wenn we all go chalet together.. =)
ouh ya btw
THANKIEUU ANGELA FOR THE BIG IDEA..
IT WAS GREAT..ILL REMEMBER THIS OKAY =)
but seriously thx =)
tired now bye~!
CHALOBETE SAYONARA
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
300th post
hi hi
im sleepy now..
cant take it..need sleep soon..
school have been so stress for me
math im catching up
DNT ive a great job
malay don seem for me
combine sci i don bother at all
combine human same as combine sci
eng..im getting ok wif it i guess..
well as u can see that mye is around the coner
and im still here slacking non stop by watching one piece
haa...safiah need to get a life just lyke ppl say..=)
but nah..ill get over once the tyme is ryte...
and yeah im already starting to bring big bag to school lyke f
the bigger the bag the heavier things i have to carry
i wanna bring my pink bag but nah need bring big bag so that ppl know i go to school..
good reason?? -.-" ok lame
soo far soo good wif my lyfe haha..
no more sadness in me
im cheerful as ever YEAH!!!
well i think i wanna meet my babylove soon..
inuyasha i see u in my dream kay...
CHALOBETE SAYONARA
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
HELLO!!!
im happy yet im sad.
weird enough? hell yeah
today hang out again at new zeland ice cream place..
soo yeah eat chocolate ecstasy again...
after eating two ice cream today i had a bad tummy ache
haha...thx AW & nam for accompany me to POPULAR
that was after school
during school tyme was great..haha
enjoyable with um hum and shameless... i soo love it..
haha..it was fun..miss the day..
plus today is lyke everything back to normal..wee~
soo yeah off now...
CHALOBETE SAYONARA
pssst:iloveyou shhhh
im happy yet im sad.
weird enough? hell yeah
today hang out again at new zeland ice cream place..
soo yeah eat chocolate ecstasy again...
after eating two ice cream today i had a bad tummy ache
haha...thx AW & nam for accompany me to POPULAR
that was after school
during school tyme was great..haha
enjoyable with um hum and shameless... i soo love it..
haha..it was fun..miss the day..
plus today is lyke everything back to normal..wee~
soo yeah off now...
CHALOBETE SAYONARA
Monday, April 12, 2010
hi hi people..
school was okay when suddenly i receive my math class test paper
lyke **** then i burst into tears.. wont say the marks cb
after school skip remedial as i hate to see that freaking face of her
soo slacking with angela sab and martin.
playing true2 among us and all were out..
shameful strikes some of us make out game more and more well
"fun" i guess..haha
soo yeah..thinking that ill be silent mode tmr or the whole entire week or year
that idk..
we played the game at new zeland ice cream shop there..haha
thx to 3 of them i get free ice cream..haha as i have the card..
help me more kay guys..hehe... =)
so yeah will wearing a mask to school tmr...
CHALOBETE SAYONARA
school was okay when suddenly i receive my math class test paper
lyke **** then i burst into tears.. wont say the marks cb
after school skip remedial as i hate to see that freaking face of her
soo slacking with angela sab and martin.
playing true2 among us and all were out..
shameful strikes some of us make out game more and more well
"fun" i guess..haha
soo yeah..thinking that ill be silent mode tmr or the whole entire week or year
that idk..
we played the game at new zeland ice cream shop there..haha
thx to 3 of them i get free ice cream..haha as i have the card..
help me more kay guys..hehe... =)
so yeah will wearing a mask to school tmr...
CHALOBETE SAYONARA
Saturday, April 10, 2010
If you love a person, don’t give up. Just wait for that person to love you back. And if that person won’t change, wait until your heart voluntarily quits.
from Nafisah blog
from me..
How can you wait for the person to love you back unless they know you love hym/her.
Its a good thing your heart change fast before you knew that the person you love love someone else
it would be a regretion and disappointment after waiting for hym/her for a long tyme
then suddenly u heard that they already have their special one
true enough??
from olive/Amelia blog
But how do you even know if you like somebody?
When you see him, you'll feel happy.
When he's sad, you're sad.
When he talks to you, you smile.
When you're stoning, meaning you're thinking of him.
When you start to laugh, you think of what he made you laugh.
When he smiles at you, you feel shy.
When he gets close to you, you push him aside.
When he stops talking to you, you'll feel angry.
When he gives you a hateful look, you'll vent your anger.
But when he tells you he's in love with another girl...
You would feel like as if you had just wasted your time typing all this.
That is how I feel about relationships.
They are so complicating.
The more promises they make, the more they will break it.
Even so, you're weary that he might leave you one day.
isnt it just true??
kay for these few days ive kept on thinking bout relationship lyke pathetic
should i forget or not i donnoe..
but it seem soo hard for me
but i can if i don even see hym for lyke months or weekz i'll be perfectly fyne
from Nafisah blog
from me..
How can you wait for the person to love you back unless they know you love hym/her.
Its a good thing your heart change fast before you knew that the person you love love someone else
it would be a regretion and disappointment after waiting for hym/her for a long tyme
then suddenly u heard that they already have their special one
true enough??
from olive/Amelia blog
But how do you even know if you like somebody?
When you see him, you'll feel happy.
When he's sad, you're sad.
When he talks to you, you smile.
When you're stoning, meaning you're thinking of him.
When you start to laugh, you think of what he made you laugh.
When he smiles at you, you feel shy.
When he gets close to you, you push him aside.
When he stops talking to you, you'll feel angry.
When he gives you a hateful look, you'll vent your anger.
But when he tells you he's in love with another girl...
You would feel like as if you had just wasted your time typing all this.
That is how I feel about relationships.
They are so complicating.
The more promises they make, the more they will break it.
Even so, you're weary that he might leave you one day.
isnt it just true??
kay for these few days ive kept on thinking bout relationship lyke pathetic
should i forget or not i donnoe..
but it seem soo hard for me
but i can if i don even see hym for lyke months or weekz i'll be perfectly fyne
Thursday, April 8, 2010
maybe i'll feel much more better if i rot at home for another 3 days
but cant tmr gt speech day soo i better go to bloody lame school with stupid rules.
Didnt know y im soo down lately.
is it bcoz of hym? maybe
or im just too emo now and then err..
ppl say keeping quiet is the best
but to me being loud and having Sygz BFF! and everybody by my side
are my greatest medicine ever
they pull me up everytyme i fall
don wish to lose them though
thx guys
but cant tmr gt speech day soo i better go to bloody lame school with stupid rules.
Didnt know y im soo down lately.
is it bcoz of hym? maybe
or im just too emo now and then err..
ppl say keeping quiet is the best
but to me being loud and having Sygz BFF! and everybody by my side
are my greatest medicine ever
they pull me up everytyme i fall
don wish to lose them though
thx guys
HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY SYG!!!!!
MAY TODAY BE A BLAST DAY FOR YOU..
SOWIE IM NOT THERE DURING YOUR BIRTHDAY =(
HAVE A GREAT DAY WIF UR FAMILY AND ALSO FRIENDZ
MAY TODAY BE A BLAST DAY FOR YOU..
SOWIE IM NOT THERE DURING YOUR BIRTHDAY =(
HAVE A GREAT DAY WIF UR FAMILY AND ALSO FRIENDZ
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
I want- loose weight
- mystery,my super girl and more songz
- everything back 2 normal
- MONEY..im broke
bye bye now
im still sick...but no matter what i still have to go to school =(
Speech Day almost here this Friday and hurray..soon gonna POP im soo cant wait
Seems that these few days my mood gone zzz...worst..
haiyaa..
think should sleep now..
Speech Day almost here this Friday and hurray..soon gonna POP im soo cant wait
Seems that these few days my mood gone zzz...worst..
haiyaa..
think should sleep now..
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
im back from speech day rehearsal today
soo the tiring..
plus my hips hurt due 2 sit ups
do listen..its nice
once again thx irsyad
soo the tiring..
plus my hips hurt due 2 sit ups
do listen..its nice
once again thx irsyad
Sowie zaza i didnt post yesterday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SYSTER!! =)
HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYDAY AITE..!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SYSTER!! =)
Sunday, April 4, 2010
heeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllloooooooooooooooooooooo
im happy sad plus pissed off now..
happy coz ive watch clash of the titans..
AND IT WAS SUPPERRRR RACCKIING MY ASSS OUT...HAHA
im sad coz my sim card to be block by my ichi hand/fingers...
im pissed coz this boy keep on irritates me with his stupid questions..
plus i seem to be not allowed to login facebook...zzzz
omggg..im super sad now...
=(
till here aite..bye2 for now
im happy sad plus pissed off now..
happy coz ive watch clash of the titans..
AND IT WAS SUPPERRRR RACCKIING MY ASSS OUT...HAHA
im sad coz my sim card to be block by my ichi hand/fingers...
im pissed coz this boy keep on irritates me with his stupid questions..
plus i seem to be not allowed to login facebook...zzzz
omggg..im super sad now...
=(
till here aite..bye2 for now
sowie huda i don have ur new pic =)Happy Birthday Huda.
May all your wishes come true..
Finally ur sixteen..we on the same boat..
we can watch movie NC16 together as the rest have not reach 16..
haha kidding guys
soo yeah may today be a blast day for you... =)
Saturday, April 3, 2010
IM SICK..
i was force to go out with mom today
i just wanna spent my Saturday at home rotting as
i do not have the freaking mood to go out or do anything
will my dream come true of getting someone special???
haha..well it just a dream cant happen ryte now..
come on lah safiah stop dreaming stupid thing..
haiyaa this sickness make me typing craps..
haha safiah BAKA!
i wanna watch clash of the titans...maybe tomorrow with fam..
with my situation lyke this..my fever will become worst as i wont eat my medicine..hehe
mom seem to know that i wanna skip school on monday
but nahh i wont..
bye now nyte2
CHALOBETE SAYONARA!!
i was force to go out with mom today
i just wanna spent my Saturday at home rotting as
i do not have the freaking mood to go out or do anything
will my dream come true of getting someone special???
haha..well it just a dream cant happen ryte now..
come on lah safiah stop dreaming stupid thing..
haiyaa this sickness make me typing craps..
haha safiah BAKA!
i wanna watch clash of the titans...maybe tomorrow with fam..
with my situation lyke this..my fever will become worst as i wont eat my medicine..hehe
mom seem to know that i wanna skip school on monday
but nahh i wont..
bye now nyte2
CHALOBETE SAYONARA!!
Labels: SICK
Thursday, April 1, 2010
why hello
where do i start my story
today or previous day past??
ouhkkk soo yeah done with the emotional part..haha (wipe tears)
i guess till here my post for today...
CHALOBATE SAYONARA
where do i start my story
today or previous day past??
today was unlucky day plus some of fun day
i know today April fool day
soo yeah first thing in the morning i tot sports day start at 8am
but actually its 7.30 must be inside the stadium
soo yeah aida and i were late..
after some tyme at about 11am it was suppose to be ME running for NP girls
but in the end i was force to change to other ppl..thx guys i love it laa sia
come its my last year in NP give me a chance, u've ran last year too..
err soo yeah i soo pissed and cried..
i said to myself that i wont be going to NP except for speech day rehearsal and my POP
and i not gonna talk to my junior..sorry wont cure my disappointment
after that went to TM with A.O.N.M D and PH
walk around then went home to get change for miss aini treat to Pizza hut..
ate alot..and i think i gain weight err fat tummy..
while changing Aida called said that mark was waiting for us..
so yeah i still had all the sweet tyme even though i know im late..hehe
soo went out at about three then took train to meet mark..
apologize to hym and interrupt what he was trying to say to us..=)
soo yeah while waiting we book place for the student who had help throughout the museum
second group to arrived was the sec 5s..
den her group..the moment i see her err im soo pissed..
so i decide to sit wif mike soo that i wont get pissed by looking at her face...
after all that came our guest of honor..we ate and all..
around 7 we left pizza hut..soo took my tyme walk around the whole CS,TM n T1
den i took bus home alone as aida wanna celebrate her mom bday with family
soo thats for today..
as for the other day story
i just wanna type that i saw my long lost lover..haha..
kk i know it lame...=)
i know today April fool day
soo yeah first thing in the morning i tot sports day start at 8am
but actually its 7.30 must be inside the stadium
soo yeah aida and i were late..
after some tyme at about 11am it was suppose to be ME running for NP girls
but in the end i was force to change to other ppl..thx guys i love it laa sia
come its my last year in NP give me a chance, u've ran last year too..
err soo yeah i soo pissed and cried..
i said to myself that i wont be going to NP except for speech day rehearsal and my POP
and i not gonna talk to my junior..sorry wont cure my disappointment
after that went to TM with A.O.N.M D and PH
walk around then went home to get change for miss aini treat to Pizza hut..
ate alot..and i think i gain weight err fat tummy..
while changing Aida called said that mark was waiting for us..
so yeah i still had all the sweet tyme even though i know im late..hehe
soo went out at about three then took train to meet mark..
apologize to hym and interrupt what he was trying to say to us..=)
soo yeah while waiting we book place for the student who had help throughout the museum
second group to arrived was the sec 5s..
den her group..the moment i see her err im soo pissed..
so i decide to sit wif mike soo that i wont get pissed by looking at her face...
after all that came our guest of honor..we ate and all..
around 7 we left pizza hut..soo took my tyme walk around the whole CS,TM n T1
den i took bus home alone as aida wanna celebrate her mom bday with family
soo thats for today..
as for the other day story
i just wanna type that i saw my long lost lover..haha..
kk i know it lame...=)
TO MY SPECIAL SOMEONE {D}:
well i know that u already know that i like you..and i know its my fault for letting people know my feelings towards you..but it doesnt mean that we cannot be friends right??i know that from your look on your face i already know that you hate me soo much and don't even want me exist in ur lyfe..but plz...this is not what i want...i just want to be friends again with you lyke we use to..have fun and all...this feeling cant be force..i've always stay some distance away if you were talking to them...some i just feel scare to approach as in lyke joking or talking some things with you as i know you will ignore me in any ways...soo yeah i'll petend that i fyne in any way but ill keep the sadness in me...i know you wont read this soo yeah i can elaborate here.but i know even if you read what can you do..you wont be the way you use to be when you hang out wif the rest including me...soo yeah it the matter of tyme that will heal me now...
well i know that u already know that i like you..and i know its my fault for letting people know my feelings towards you..but it doesnt mean that we cannot be friends right??i know that from your look on your face i already know that you hate me soo much and don't even want me exist in ur lyfe..but plz...this is not what i want...i just want to be friends again with you lyke we use to..have fun and all...this feeling cant be force..i've always stay some distance away if you were talking to them...some i just feel scare to approach as in lyke joking or talking some things with you as i know you will ignore me in any ways...soo yeah i'll petend that i fyne in any way but ill keep the sadness in me...i know you wont read this soo yeah i can elaborate here.but i know even if you read what can you do..you wont be the way you use to be when you hang out wif the rest including me...soo yeah it the matter of tyme that will heal me now...
ouhkkk soo yeah done with the emotional part..haha (wipe tears)
i guess till here my post for today...
CHALOBATE SAYONARA
Labels: letting things out
Safiah Babyyasha
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Too hurt in life. Nothing else matters. Happiness be felt only for awhile. Broken Bitch is what i am now. Nuff said.
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