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Saturday, July 31, 2010

Happy Birthday Father..May Allah longer ur age...ILOVEYOUDADDY


going jemputan later at Beach Rd..saw me sey hi..haha

i feel soo uneasy suddenly...idk bt i just felt it something bad might happen
haizz..many things going through my mind..errr...why!!!
examz are near..why must everytyme exams are near feelings will just end up not okay for me....
FML!!!!After receiving the the inbox msg from ex i felt that its some kind of true..
haizz i think that testing people is bad for me..yes me...i cant accept wad will happen after that
wad nonsense am i?? haizz..fon been silent..idk if his aslp or ...haizz..
SAFIAH WAD THE FUDGE IS WRONG WITH YOU..haizz...
going out soon

SAYONARA

~ Safiah ~ @ 3:09:00 PM


Friday, July 30, 2010

ki kwang baby
my dear nazihah..im sowie to say that hys my baby..lyke hmm i knew hym first soo yeah..shoo..hahahhas
school was fun..alot confession been made...lyke me and nazihah we been fighting again and again..hehe
exams around the corner...wee..~

Naz baby be jeaqlous aiteaite...muahahahaha


~ Safiah ~ @ 3:16:00 PM


Thursday, July 29, 2010

doing DNT now...
im tired OMG plus sleepy..
wish to sleep now..if not ill forget everything bout DNT
FRIDAY TMR!!!!! yeah!!! weekends!
OTP now wif Naz baby.. =)
deal officially off... weee~
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11.20pm
ive finished my DNT i guess..for now..still have a long long way to go
contextual and all..haizz....tired leh..off to sleep now..
yerp now..
still thinking should i continue my NPCC or not?
hmm...well cant think well now..
I WANT PEACH TEA

SAYONARA!


~ Safiah ~ @ 11:26:00 PM


Wednesday, July 28, 2010

some secrets are mend to keep as it was very dangerous if it were to just say openly without looking
its been years of frenship =)..yet u don know me...im a forgiver and also forgetful person..i know ive been mad with you so many tymes...and yes maybe its Karma lyke u said =)..i accepted it..don feel so bad about urself...
maybe its true sorry no cure but hey lyke i said..i'll forgive n forget..this is what happen in friendship..everybody will stand for their ryte until they really really know the truth...Frustration will control ur tongue and not ur brain.. =) and i understand how does it feel...ive been repeatedly doing that stupid mistake in my lyfe..humans are not perfect..everyone makes mistake...don worry im fyne...don feel soo bad about urself aite.we are friends..not just freinds but bestfriends or for me is more..u lyke a sister...trust me siblings forgive each other soo thats how i feel for it...don worry too much...u know who u are..

just end called wif Naz.Finally we had a long convo =) He wanna slp nw..aww..
we had a deal...well such cruel deal but have to endure it =')
let see who wins... wee~
doing chemistry notes now...must be prepared for N..  scarry~~~
end now..

SAYONARA


~ Safiah ~ @ 10:33:00 PM


Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Meeting you was fate
Becoming your friend was my choice
But falling in love was beyond my control

school as per normal... my legs gone from bad to worse.. its hurt every movement ive made
and some more i kept on accidentally hit on it..haizz...after school wen to EP den bump into aida's mom
thx ck for the treat..den we kept on laughing about their family jokes hehe...while the other went to banquet for lunch..den slack at Fatehah crib to kill tyme..around 5 bussed to tamp meet Naz n his fren.
slack for a while ony... -.-"
kay now lately i been dirtying my blog...should stop due to the talk in school haha
n my stomach is joining gang with my leg...damn hurt laa...haizz.. i wana skip school cn??
haizzz

SAYONARA


~ Safiah ~ @ 11:03:00 PM


Monday, July 26, 2010

i damn pissed today..fudge!
firstly my new shoes are killing me...
i have blister on both legs...
next thing wen i came into the class
let me tell YOU something!
STOP GIVING ME FUCKING FACE OF URS!
NBCB!WADS THE MATTER WITH YOU
WHAT DID I DO UNTIL U FUCKING HATE ME SOOO FUCKING MUCH?
IS IT BECOZ LAST TYME I STARE AT UR FRENZ AND U UNHAPPY WITH IT??
DEN IM SOWIE ABOUT IT AITE..
LETS JUST FORGET THE PAST CAN WE??OMG!
lastly..to my so called sis...thx ehk!!
u are the most fucking bitch ever...u want revenge is it??
den u already have..still not happy ar? 
bagos la kn kau da delete aku pt fb pas tu spread psl aku..thx la byk2...
kau tentu tau aku per..aku tk kn uat pape kt kau..
beh asl kau kecot ehk??igt ar..aku tkkn bls tapi org lain tetap dendam pat kau la kimak!
palbutz! haizz...

soo much to call lyfe!
baby aslp i guess...must be tired huh after ur long day!
HAPPY FIRST BTW!!~ ;)
shall stop here..


SAYONARA~

~ Safiah ~ @ 11:02:00 PM


Sunday, July 25, 2010

HHHHeeeeeeelllllllllllllllooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!~
im dead bored now..nobody entertaining me =( 
phone being so silent nowadays..feel lyke throwing it away! 
haiyaa im talking crap here... uploading pic here is killing me man...err..so slow!!!
connection keep on MIA and its sooo fucking irritating
i've been facing the com for like 5hrs+ and i kinda don know wad to do now.

ouhya todays date is 25 and soon gona be 26 :)
and tmr monday school day
wahh sian~soon gona be my prelims and N level Examination
and im here still slacking while others are preparing..

ill end my crap here..

SAYONARA



~ Safiah ~ @ 6:41:00 PM


Saturday, July 24, 2010

heyhey
just came back from "study" date wif nana
at Woodland =)
kay hmm meet up at 2.30+pm
den took bus 168..half way there
bus broke down..tk sedih per
haha...den get free ride on second bus.
reach wdlnd go library study for a while den go mkn at banquet
it was such a happy day...
den around 6 ++ took bus home...

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i don think u know me yet
i guess i have no ryte to stop u anymore
even if i tried soo hard to stop u
u cant even bother to try stop doing it
im soo tired..i gave up..i know i shouldnt give up easily
but wads the point if u don even bother??
its all up to you now...
ill just listen to you n agree for now..
if you really love me then prove it..
im sick n tired of all this...
contact me if you done everything that pleases you okay!
im giving all the tyme you want

SAYONARA~


~ Safiah ~ @ 8:20:00 PM


Thursday, July 22, 2010

okay since i have my com inside my room now
i can lyke blog in the middle of the night
my room is now frigging messy...
papers fly all over the place..
it seems that i cant even concentrate on a single thing i do..
i need to catch up on some missing infos..
OMG!!! im sleepy now.. tireeeeeeeeeeeeeed
can i die??
inuyasha asleep...no one accompany me
its almost midnight..i think ill continue studying on weekends...
ouh yeah tmr my fav num/date.. 23!!
hehe..off bed now..
but before that need clean up my mess .ishhhhhhhhhhhhh
haizzz


~ Safiah ~ @ 11:50:00 PM


hihi..
im sleepy now.yet i have to study for my geog test tmr..ryte??
okay...it is now 10.18pm after this ill be studying
seems my SHAMELESS had start revising already
and now its my turn i guess..
school was okay..late again today..
raining lioa..
and also ive been waiting for someone miss called
but i think he's kena shoot by now.. -.-"
soo im hear dying of missingess? such word?
haha..shall continue my stupidity tmr..

SAONARA!


~ Safiah ~ @ 10:18:00 PM


Wednesday, July 21, 2010

COUNTING DOWN~ 5 MORE DAYS

school was perfectly awesome today..
had my laughter back with SHAMELESS
fire drill sux ttm errr
the weather so hot! its lyke
OMG..im tanned now =(
hmmm after school met nana at bedok inter n slack at skate park
picture taking and laugh lyke an idiot hehe
we should spent tyme more hor... next tyme we all including tyty
dead bored now...


sing this for me love =)



SAYONARA


~ Safiah ~ @ 6:59:00 PM


Tuesday, July 20, 2010

sometyme in lyfe we need to be strong enough to let go
people change & its up to us to accept them or leave them
for now i just live my lyfe the way it is
care to the one who need me
ignore those who are just hating me
its okay if they need me for awhile
and then throw me after having what they want
ppl come and go
its up to them to remember our kindness
we cannot expect them to remember us all the tyme ryte?
but for me all these fucking things im use to it
lyke come on..a loner always a loner
everything that a loner do is always wrong.
even if its ryte ppl will ignore and saw wad we did all wrongs
isnt ppl around us are damn fucking cool
theres no different
everything go in a circle lyke karma
what goes around comes around
its either fast or slow
i had enough of this
im tired of all this nonsense...

but so far im blessed of having my own inuyasha by my side =)
thankieu for ur concern bout me even sometyme u pissed me off -.-
importantly ILOVEYOU!


~ SAYONARA ~


~ Safiah ~ @ 10:10:00 PM


Monday, July 19, 2010

im sick and tired of crying endlessly
seem that i should agree with my decision along tyme ago
to stay away from u guys and stand on my own
but becoz we have been frenz for years..
and yeah u have been patience with my attitude
so i guess u are now pissed off and wanted me to change
but sadly i am who i am
i guess i should just stay away from you guys as
im just a burden to all of you
ill be moving on my own ways from u guys for now..
i now u will be happy with it
as u have ur own bestfrenz.
im just nobody...
i knew it all along..
no need deny...i feel it okay...
wadever it i sim okay with ppl decision..
so yeah HAVE FUN WIF UR LYFE..
I WONT BE BUSY WITH YOU GUYS NOW..
TAKE CARE YALL
COZ IM USED TO BE ALONE FROM TYME TO TYME
AND I KNOW I CAN SURVIVE ABOUT IT

SAYONARA!~


~ Safiah ~ @ 8:47:00 PM


Sunday, July 18, 2010

i've been thinking a lot lately
but something just cant ease my mind not a bit
sowie but i just cant forget it..
wad u told seem all true
i think maybe u should just listen to ur parents
heaven is on mom's feet remember that.
i don want this relationship to end just lyke that too
i just got you and losing you will just making me suffer even worse
but seems that non of them lyke me
can see that ur mom love her and want her be ur future
maybe some lies u tell me to help me peace my mind
but sowie it does not work a thing
even if u ask me am i ok
i'll just ans it ABSOLUTELY
while my heart say "no"
u don have to worry bout me seriously
ill be perfectly fyne with or without companion
as i was born to be that way
trust me..im okay with anything :')


~ Safiah ~ @ 2:21:00 PM


Saturday, July 17, 2010

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SAYANG!!
HOPE YOU LYKE THE PRESENT I GAVE YOU

soo today went to love birthday party alone
many things happen..mostly happy
yet some sadness for me
don't wish to elaborate more bout it

after that around 6
met mom n dad den bussed to Sembawang Shopping mall
im suddenly so happy that i own B2st poster!!
haha..thats made my day!
den bussed home...
well now im so sleepy

SAYONARA


~ Safiah ~ @ 10:25:00 PM


Wednesday, July 14, 2010

hihi..
my day today was fucked up!
NBCB..oral sux ttm..
i screwed up...
lyke fucked sia..
den nemind...i still have my laughter..
i know i shouldnt have feel this way but
wads ur motive sia...showing off bout hym..
lyke i will feel some sort of jealousy??
lyke plz..im hys ex soo? yeah EX
u add me kay fyne i accepted ur request.
den wad purpose sent me a wink?
so i would view ur profile and saw ur latest pics?
fyne if that ur motive then yeah i fall for it
how stupid am i
OMG! ur older den me...lyke come on!
lyke who care sia...if u still love hym den go ahead la..
its his decision to be with who..and ITS OBVIOUSLY NOT! WITH ME
err...u making my mood worsen..KNNBCCB
fucked sia... CB


~ Safiah ~ @ 7:59:00 PM


Tuesday, July 13, 2010

hihi..
didnt blog already..haha
hmm i wanna talk yesterday at school
colton being so horny OMG
SS have never been fun for me but yesterday was a blast..
lyke come on Martin and i are just close frenz not more plz..
=)

my cough are getting worse..OMG
and im getting weaker
today school was kinda bored for me

but after school was happening..

met love for a while ony =(..mishyou
den walk to pasir ris park wif tyty n feela..
not long later aida ,nana and her boyfy came..
my stomach still aching after a long period of laughing..
we all know wad happen...hehe..
taxi home thx to nana boyfy..=)
hehe OMG lets have an outing together one day...
it will be totally kecho2 one..hehe...

photos wif nana and at nana blog.=)

SAYONARA


~ Safiah ~ @ 7:16:00 PM


Sunday, July 11, 2010

NANA IM SOO NEED UR PIC..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYG!!!
SOWIE I CANT MAKE IT ON UR PARTY PTI TODAY
DAD WONT ALLOW =(
I JUST WISHED HERE IS THAT ALRIGHT? =)

soo yeah im here rotting at home.
my N level oral is on 14Jjuly. fudge
haizz soo fast..
ive been sneezing is it im gonna get sick
or some ppl talk bad things bout me =.="

im down!!!!!!!!


~ Safiah ~ @ 6:14:00 PM


i feel soo down...
my thoughts are all over the place
i cant ease my mind...
i wanna tell bt i donnoe what to tell
i wanna share but what am i gonna share about?
i need you..i miss you badly =(


~ Safiah ~ @ 11:48:00 AM


Wednesday, July 7, 2010

is it okay for me to be happy?
is it okay for me to be in love?
is it okay for me to have friends?
is it okay for him to be with me?

i don wish to hurt my love ones feelings again
or maybe should i just stay alone on my own without companion
i know it will turn out to be
no lyfe plus it will be completely boring

but
will it be okay if i give people second chances?
will it be okay if mistakes are repeated?
will i be okay if i one day someone had to leave my lyfe suddenly?
will i be ready to face all this?
will i be able to move on after that?
these questions are tough to be ans

every happiness that i was having will be bringing me sadness at the end of the day
being in love sometymes broke my heart
having frens are some not sincere
i don wish hym to be hurt by me purposely or not on purpose

im sorry if im not that good girlfriend to you
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIFEY!
16 FINALLY AR..haha..
went to TTSH again.
den trained back to Semei to celebrate Ex-Wife Bday
taxi home 8.30pm sharp watch BEAST on channel %
I soo in love with hym GI KWANG BABY
make mee oo freaking hyper
but now i feel soo down
thinking bout the above post.haizz
this is what lyfe is huh?
full of fun yet misery
fill with laughter and also tears
whatever it is
i have to be strong even though im weak
but yet some times pretend is ony a way u can choose
ill stop my blabbering now



♥SAYONARA♥


~ Safiah ~ @ 10:15:00 PM


Tuesday, July 6, 2010

hihi
i wanna thx Aida SYGzz for the comfort she gave me on sunday nyte
i was crying freaking bad coz of something
she was making me laugh yet i laugh n cry at the same tyme
im unique lyke she say..haha
and thx to all the people that comforting me by msg n in school
really much appriciated =)
i love you guys

well..two days straight i went to the hospital
TTSH at Novena..
its far yes far..
but i wanna know if his alright or not
come on who will not be worried ryte...
i tried not to cry but the tears keep on falling down my cheek..haiz...
i don want hym to see me cry..sooo not me..
i just came back home now.. tired

And ouh N levels are around the corner..
ned buck up...
SAFIAH YOU NEED TO PAY FULL ATTENTION PLUS U NEED TO REVISE ALL SUBS
hmm let see if i can do that heee...
wish me luck people!!!

SAYONARA~


~ Safiah ~ @ 6:47:00 PM


Sunday, July 4, 2010

i want you by my side now
miss you badly ='(


~ Safiah ~ @ 4:58:00 PM


hihi
im still sleepy now.
some people woke me up at 7 am..
i donnoe wad to blog about

im very the BORED right now nana
im very the BORED right now nana
I WANNA GO OUT RIGHT NOW NANA
meeting you now right now nana ~
watching you go(imishyoumuch)
really make me wanna cry (imishyoumuch)
i wish i could hug u tight(imishyoumuch)
i mish you much

haha i changed right now lyrics...ggggggggggggg
haaiiz... 17 july plz don come...
im scared..haizzz


~ Safiah ~ @ 9:59:00 AM


Friday, July 2, 2010

ITS FRIDAY!!!! FINALLY..
weekends and meeting love

school was sian..haizz...
its lyke i never anything during malay -.-"
but nemind SYGzz still brighten up my day
soo skip
after school wen to EPM to eat while waiting for love♥ to come
met hym outside EP den proceed to eat~
after that bussed to Pasir Ris and slack at Tyty♥ crib
until 4+pm was force to go even if it still raining
after half and hour tyty went separate way
soo me n love♥ proceed to WSM to meet my scandal
blah3 trained home with them..
but i the best thing of all
hang out with ♥ was a blast!
lets meet up wen both of us free.
bie lets walk in the rain again...
it make me calm after a stressing day =)

istillhavenotbuyurpresent =(

~SAYONARA


~ Safiah ~ @ 7:56:00 PM


Thursday, July 1, 2010

OMGG!!!
IM SOO IN LOVE WITH HYM EVER SINCE I LISTEN TO ALL HIS SONGS
bie don be jealous if u reading this..
GOSH I WISH I COULD JUST SEE OR MAYBE HUG HYM..OMG
DREAM COME TRUE!!
kay i should stop babbling bout this
its all becoz i miss hys flight from korea to spore
its on the 23rd..im such an outdated ppl..='(
seriously feel lyke crying..fudge!
haiz..hopefully B2st will come to spore again
soo i could see my belove ki kwang ♥

school was okay...fun as usual
but today no math bored..
ouh yeah tmr FRIDAY!!!
FINALLY meeting bby♥ tmr...
hehe..tata for now!


♥SAYONARA♥


~ Safiah ~ @ 8:52:00 PM