Sunday, August 29, 2010
400th post =)
and soo ive not been updating my blog for quite some tymes...
well lyke i said in fb i cant find the reason why ive been crying the past few days..
im soo upset yet i donnoe wad thing im upset about...
Newboyz songs ive been playing ever since remind me of my past rs..
its sux..ive moved onn but im just scare ill get hurt again...
i cant even smile now...WHY!!!
haizz...nemind let me just keep my sadness from love..
i don want hym to feel wad i feel...let it be me who always get the hurtz
maybe i cant hide from gfz but i will try my very best to hide from bf =)
im bad as usual... ;)
Ns are coming haha..and i spend all my freaking tyme on fb, fon calls n songs
i wish i can cry with no one stopping me...i need hugs ='(
SAYONARA
Thursday, August 26, 2010
HAPPY 2ND!wee~
didnt go school today..but will be attending remedial soon
=)
my hair a little bit longer now yes ar...happy =)
16th day of fasting 14 more days to go...=)
and also N level 10 more days..so fast
pray hard..so far i any knew i past my math..thats kinda okay for me..
i can passed phy for 1 bloody mark..err..
chem i get low uper low as i was expected hehe
im speechless now
SAYONARA
Sunday, August 22, 2010
hihi....
its 3.18 am n im still wide awake =)
wen out wif tyty nana fysha n boify to break fast
eventually...forget it...
soo myt up boify at Paya Lebar den headed to Teh Tarik to myt wif the rest
hee..the pic..=)haizz my hair center parting.... z.z
nemind just ignore it and importantly i had fun today
den me n boify wen to PRP..the moon was bright i love it!
den sit under the moon and about 10.45 proceed home =)
i was late by 15 mins but mom n dad didnt scold hee....
just put down the phone wif nana akehno...
she soo care bout me..haha soo sweet of her to msg me whether ive reached home or not??
haha...cute kn?? love you hun!
okay now serious shit i cant sleep...hmph!
boyfy sleeping lyke piglet...
ask me wake hym up at 3am yet he continue asleep..
bt i know he did not..such a big fat liar -.-"
hmm...i don noe wad to write...
will be rotting today...
Prelims are officially over but N's are around the corner..
haizz... -.-"
cant sleep bored!!!!
SAYONARA
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Saturday, August 21, 2010
hihi
i survive throughout the night staying up till 4 am to eat
im staying up alone for the first tyme without phone calls weee~
im happy bout this little thing hehe
the late night i was just watching anime..K-on,High School Of The Dead n Maid-sama
i cant sleep last nyte..thinking too much =(
yeeah im quite upset about things..haizz..
but then i shut my eyes at five till nine..
four hours of sleep..not bad...
quite long.. =)
SAYONARA~
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
first of all thankieu aida fer the BIG BIG BABY TAZ MUCH LOVE
btw don be soo sad about wad had happen to you recently aite
u still have us...we love you
come on don look down on urself
ive been in ur place..but i know one day u'll get the one better then any of ur ex
trust me...
i will be having science papers today
i will be having science papers today
physic n chem not so my fav..
supposedly sleep by now
yet im still awake coz i knew to revise all the fomula.. -.-"
i guess i will sleep soon
imishyou =(
nyte nyte readers..
SAYONARA
Sunday, August 15, 2010
hi ignore below post..
too emotional..
well my prelim continues tmr
haha did not study for the whole day...
5th of fasting 25 days to go...=/
5th of fasting 25 days to go...=/
haizz....ppl keep on saying my cravings =(
i really want it sooo bad...
ramli burger kebab n importantly peach tea =(
buy for me at bazaa cn??
i hate you love!! =)
well SAYONARA
well SAYONARA
Saturday, August 14, 2010
im greatful to have a mother that understands me very very well
unlike you who does not even tend to understand wad i need
i understand that we all are under financial needs but at least give me some room to have fun
i seldom go out with my friends and i always sit at home lyke one children with no lyfe
i have no freedom all this 16 years of living... y cant u just control on my timing??
people at my age are having fun out there in the open area while im here stuck
and don't know anything about the world outside...isnt that fascinating for u to hear
giving your last minute permission i don think i have the mood to go...
and some more you want me to know everything..what do expect me to be?
maybe relative said im big enough to do all the chores but i also want to feel what freedom is lyke
maybe relative said im big enough to do all the chores but i also want to feel what freedom is lyke
people may see my lyfe are perfect and full of love
but do they really know the truth?
lyfe isnt great for me most of the tyme
but having A MOTHER LOVE andboify love thats enough for me
but having A MOTHER LOVE and
i guess...
you just don know anything about me!
SAYONARA!
Friday, August 13, 2010
hihi
today ss paper make me laugh..
n idk y..hehe
Friday the 13 was such a disaster....
wont dare to elaborate here...
make me even upset =(
idk if u still really bother bout me though??
haha well i wont care much anyway weeeee~
u have ur lyfe n i have myne...
its ended long tyme ago ..
soo happy living...weeee~
SAYONARA
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
reading fatehah blog make me feel so jealous =(
they went out without mee =(
i wanna study too u know..
anybody interested in study SS or eng for revision??
im lack of info here...haizz...well...
thats me..prelim starts tmr...n im here happily blogging early in the morning..
no one gonna read after all...
well its 5.17 now..haha..
soon i gotta get ready for school...
and also fasting plus PE today zzzz...
gtg now..
SAYONARA~
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
yesterday fireworkz was awesome!!!
met love for awhile...he was wif his frens n im wif fam
dad didnt know anything bout us =)
i was hoping to watch together wif hym but he was going everywhere
but at least we did met for awhile =)
today didnt went out
just stay at home...i wanna study Ss yet ss study me =)
i fell asleep..haizz..
prelims two days ahead DIE!!
im planning on buy camera wif good quality yet the price is low...
can i find it some where??
guess ill have to think after my N n while ive start working =)
Sunday, August 8, 2010
hihi...
i had fun today or should i say yesterday!!
well i know its already late night and im here blogging
well actually im sleepy but im waiting for one pantat to call yet until
now she didnt thx ehk...
com soo suck...made me sleep again and again just to make it seriously workk
but still it slow fudge...ouhya soo well today supposely to watch movie wif naz n frens
but ended up the plan was canceled instead of watching movie we when KKH
to visit his fren that just gave birth to a bbyG...CONGRATULATIONS!!
after waiting for his fren get discharged we walk from KKH to Plaza Sing..
it quite long journey since we are going there by foot...
but the kecho of them make the journey fun!
from there we walk to Orchard Rd...den trained to Yishun..
before that Naz persuade me go yishun but i heard tissue
it was soo freakingly memalukn..OMFG!!
i try to endure it..but i cant see the face of his fren..
he saw me he will smile n make me feel soo ashame...err..i hate hym =[
at about seven plus trained back alone...
it was soo tiring..haizz....
it will be a long period of tyme for the next meeting due to examinations =(
well im sleepy now..but i just online MSN haha...see who online den of to bed..
SAYONARA~!
Thursday, August 5, 2010
hi bloggy...
im soooo lazy today...muahaha
my mood getting bad to worse...
maybe im the one that does not understand you
or are you the one that cant get on my expectation?
fudge la...u must be hating me by now ryte?
come on who will stand the attitude of myne...
keep on making ppl pissed off..Scold ppl for ntg...
haizz...i don think im good enough for you
hell yeah im hurt..but ill just let it be aite...
SAYONARA ;')
Sunday, August 1, 2010
am gonna be addicted to malay novels =)
today had been a cold day..im freezing brrrr
tmr school errr..then N lvl coming nearer..
fireworkz yesterday cool...had fun watching it...
and of coz legs hurt due to high heels..fudge
missing someone badly...haizz..
y am i being soo sad??? haha random siaa..
SAYONARA
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