Thursday, November 25, 2010
soo currently its 25 today...
a HUGE let me repeat that A HUGE misunderstanding happens just now.
it was lyke Fudge...haizz...everything is in a mess now..
i've deleted this blog a moment ago but i cant afford to lost the memories i have with
SHAMELESS AND SYGZZ..
but i just activate this blog again..
can you imagine wif a small matter can lead to a huge enormous arguments?
lol..yeah thats wad ive always been through..and its lyke fudge
haizz...cant wait fer tmr...I LOVING IT!
KAY BYE...THIS BLOG WILL SOMETYME BE DEAD...SOO JUST TALK ON MT TAGBOX..
sayonara
a HUGE let me repeat that A HUGE misunderstanding happens just now.
it was lyke Fudge...haizz...everything is in a mess now..
i've deleted this blog a moment ago but i cant afford to lost the memories i have with
SHAMELESS AND SYGZZ..
but i just activate this blog again..
can you imagine wif a small matter can lead to a huge enormous arguments?
lol..yeah thats wad ive always been through..and its lyke fudge
haizz...cant wait fer tmr...I LOVING IT!
KAY BYE...THIS BLOG WILL SOMETYME BE DEAD...SOO JUST TALK ON MT TAGBOX..
sayonara
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
DEAR DAD,
thx fer loving me till now..imma bad child...i don know if u still love me or not..thx fer all d happiness u gave me since i was young but now no more...thx fer always ruin my mood wen im happy...seem lyke im getting use to it every single tyme i have my happiness u will somehow ruin it...i will hide away my tears from you and show my smile or show my angry face just to cover up my sad feelings from you...Thx fer not being understanding for what i need...I appriciate that you marry to a women that understand her child lyke ALOT! I've been trying my best not to hate you and be a good daughter..But some tymes you just make me gone worst...And broke mom's heart...She didnt do anything wrong but help me gone thru alot and i've repay her by breaking her fragile heart everytyme im mad at you...Im felt sorry...Dont you how much you hurt others by hurting me dad? u hurt me u hurt mom's too..and the rest of the family..do u care? no u don..and i don think so..i've tried to get revenge but mom stop me and i DID and ALWAYS forgive you..Coz she said you are part of the family...And without hym i wouldnt be here in this werld..But i said deep inside its better fer me not to be in this werld wen i always feel sad wif no freedom...But to think again, im grateful to be living in this werld..I knew the painful and cheerful moments with the ones around me...Especially hym..But thats not the point...I tried to be want you want me to be..When i didnt do u scold me for not helping mom at all..But everytyme i did what you want you will gyve bad comments and hurt me again..But i just kept quiet..And smile...Thats all i can do.. But the one who always talk for me is mom...Thankieu dad fer everything...
Your daughter...
thx fer loving me till now..imma bad child...i don know if u still love me or not..thx fer all d happiness u gave me since i was young but now no more...thx fer always ruin my mood wen im happy...seem lyke im getting use to it every single tyme i have my happiness u will somehow ruin it...i will hide away my tears from you and show my smile or show my angry face just to cover up my sad feelings from you...Thx fer not being understanding for what i need...I appriciate that you marry to a women that understand her child lyke ALOT! I've been trying my best not to hate you and be a good daughter..But some tymes you just make me gone worst...And broke mom's heart...She didnt do anything wrong but help me gone thru alot and i've repay her by breaking her fragile heart everytyme im mad at you...Im felt sorry...Dont you how much you hurt others by hurting me dad? u hurt me u hurt mom's too..and the rest of the family..do u care? no u don..and i don think so..i've tried to get revenge but mom stop me and i DID and ALWAYS forgive you..Coz she said you are part of the family...And without hym i wouldnt be here in this werld..But i said deep inside its better fer me not to be in this werld wen i always feel sad wif no freedom...But to think again, im grateful to be living in this werld..I knew the painful and cheerful moments with the ones around me...Especially hym..But thats not the point...I tried to be want you want me to be..When i didnt do u scold me for not helping mom at all..But everytyme i did what you want you will gyve bad comments and hurt me again..But i just kept quiet..And smile...Thats all i can do.. But the one who always talk for me is mom...Thankieu dad fer everything...
Your daughter...
Labels: this is what i felt
Monday, November 8, 2010
it had been a long tyme since im phototaking myself..
i kept on saying tmr and the day after and the day after that
haha..i cant seem to find the right tyme and my mood keep on changing
today was not a good day for me..i don know y soo dont ask =)
soo just now met angela and suriani to take things then off to tamp ALONE
yes alone..it was AWESOME =.=" NOT!!
kay walk2 den ntg interest my eyes den went home..
till here
SAYONARA~
i kept on saying tmr and the day after and the day after that
haha..i cant seem to find the right tyme and my mood keep on changing
today was not a good day for me..i don know y soo dont ask =)
soo just now met angela and suriani to take things then off to tamp ALONE
yes alone..it was AWESOME =.=" NOT!!
kay walk2 den ntg interest my eyes den went home..
till here
SAYONARA~
Saturday, November 6, 2010
WARNING:this post is going to be everything bout boify
yes im pathetic i know..hate it kindly leave okay!
ever since i broke up with my previous ex(s)
im moving on with ntg..
frens are there bt my heart still empty
there are seriously there up until now...
until i met hym..
well actually im planing that im not going to have someone for that mean tyme
but i have no reasons why im in love with hym..
the feeling came just lyke that..
we've been through alot..
i am happy sad angry and all kind of feelings with/towards hym
wounded heart for me will heal by itself as tyme goes by..
therefore i left it bleeding until it heal on its own
every moment i spent with hym will lyke a medication to my heart
i never felt this kind of love before..hell yeah..
he showed me everything..love care concern..tell me he loves me everything sec..
and ill get irritated..=) but the point is..at least i know his being honest that all
even though i have no freedom.. he will be the one that will cheer me up..
i've hurt hym alot..and i don tend to hurt hym further..
but at tymes i do feel that im a burden to hym..
and i think its better for hym to just go on with his lyfe without me
but he strongly disagree about it..
its been 4 month plus we together..
we do have up and down..but yet we normal again
i do miss hym every tyme we're apart..
but we will make the bestest memories every tyme we meet..
i guess thats enouugh on blabbering bout hym..
~SAYONARA~
im moving on with ntg..
frens are there bt my heart still empty
there are seriously there up until now...
until i met hym..
well actually im planing that im not going to have someone for that mean tyme
but i have no reasons why im in love with hym..
the feeling came just lyke that..
we've been through alot..
i am happy sad angry and all kind of feelings with/towards hym
wounded heart for me will heal by itself as tyme goes by..
therefore i left it bleeding until it heal on its own
every moment i spent with hym will lyke a medication to my heart
i never felt this kind of love before..hell yeah..
he showed me everything..love care concern..tell me he loves me everything sec..
and ill get irritated..=) but the point is..at least i know his being honest that all
even though i have no freedom.. he will be the one that will cheer me up..
i've hurt hym alot..and i don tend to hurt hym further..
but at tymes i do feel that im a burden to hym..
and i think its better for hym to just go on with his lyfe without me
but he strongly disagree about it..
its been 4 month plus we together..
we do have up and down..but yet we normal again
i do miss hym every tyme we're apart..
but we will make the bestest memories every tyme we meet..
i guess thats enouugh on blabbering bout hym..
~SAYONARA~
Safiah Babyyasha
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